Thursday, December 31, 2009

Good bye 2009!!!!!!!!!!!


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Welcome 2010.Happy new year everyone.And God bless you all.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Do you think ?


Last day my husband brought some groceries after work.And it was confused to me becuase why is it we have this cereal for kids.This cereal just for kids.Look and see the pictures.Kid's Happy Moment.Honni-Korn Smacks..And it have this sprø,puffede hvetekorn med honning and thats means crazy,pushed wheat  grain with honey.It is simple philosophy behind the children.They're products are perfect for those special occasions when you would like to give your kids somehting fun that taste good.After a long day or a day where there will be something extra nice to look forward to.You decide how often and when it will be Kid's Happy Moment at home with you.We should nice to each other everyday,but occasionally we may well a little extra nice.But to me i didn't have yet kids.I just want to be kids.It's taste better and smell honey.My husband wanted like it becuase it easy to get snacks  and put it just milk.And it is tasted sweet and i also like it very much.


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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Somewhere

 Hello guys,I wasn't here to wrote a blog because we stayed two nights in that place did my husband had  playingjob.He played two hotels and restaurants at the same place.So,i couldn't be here to visit site and making new post.I joined  always with him if he have a playingjob.I love to see any another places and any some people.From where we live,we travelled almost more than hours to the pier.We riding  a ferryboat was almost one hour to the Bognes where the place we been.From the pier to the hotel it was about almost two hours drive by car.And after at first hotel  and restaurant we riding just one hour to the second hotel and restaurant.It was so much people did drinking and dancing.And i thought mostly of them was drunk.And my husband said if a norwegian woman got drunk it will become wild.Many young and old woman and man and thier are pretty and handsome.And i was Filipina there in thier eyes i  thought that i didn't  belong with them.So i decided to stayed inside the room watching tv until i got sleeping.

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

With the daughter of my hubby

We are invited yesterday to had dinner with them in there home.We are just eaten with her hubby.She is Beate the daughter to my hubby in another woman and that is her husband who is standing .She has 3 kids in every other man .But with her hubby now they had daughter,her name is Hanna.She didn't know that her father married again.She asked me if we are married.Then i said yes!hehe..And here in Norway it's normal live together without blessing.I guess so and hubby thinks they not yet married.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas

This is our christmas tree.And this is from natural tree.It just simple decoration but for us it is look nice.Merry christmas to all of you here.And wishing you have a good christmas time..God jul..

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Hello again

High Achiever US HistoryChristmas coming soon,just wanna  say Merry Christmas everybody.I just happy to say this is the first time i celebrate christmas with my hubby.Even i am far away with my family.But is not the  first time i did  almost many times anyway.A little bit missing with them but it doesn't matter becuase i know they  are alright there in Philippines.And i never got present eithier in my life since i was kid.I was little upset with my Ninong and Ninang but it was before and sadly to say  Ninang was died.We can see soon here if i got..

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Husband's friend of mine

He is Kurt.He lived alone.He is only one living in his big house.He wanted a woman who is nice, slim and no kids.Becuase he said if had a kids is not easy to bring here in Norway and he want to invite in tourist visa to visit him.As i said he is romantic.

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Table

We got a new table yesterday.It's very nice.Suit in the black and with white carpet and also black sofa.And the old one table was brought to my husband's friend in mine.He's name is Kurt also live alone now.He wanted me if i have woman friend who is slim and nice.He is available and also he said that he is nice,kind and romantic.He gonna go to at Brazil at last week of this month .He gonna stay there 2 months.So he was asked favor with us that if we have time to visit there in his house before christmas and before he left.He has big house but he is only one live it.But here in Norway it was normal with them live alone.My husband was lived alone many many years ago before he found me.And sometimes he said that he is crazy because he was prefered to lived alone but he married a young lady but he said he don't care what people saying to him.

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Monday, December 21, 2009

CHURCH

I never wondered that this is catholic church.Almost more then one months i never been attended mass becuase the past month my hubby was busy to had a playingjob then in Sunday we are very tired .So this weekend we didn't had playingjob so i suggest to go church catholic.But my hubby he is protestant and mostly people here not religious .So yesterday we searching at internet to know what schedule that have open church.So we this small and very quite.And we attended yesterday,even i didn't understand the priest said.The priest from Poland and almost people there was listening are from Poland too.It was not so much maybe around 8 to 10 people aside from us.

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Good day

Yesterday, it was a good day for me.We went at Lappoten this is the name of store and it is part of Sweden to shop many things like bacon,chicken,chocolate,drinks and etc.We bought 10 kilos of bacon because it is a bit cheap than here in Norway.I was enjoyed while travelled to saw any curious places and it was very interesting to me because it was first time also i been at Sweden but not totally all part of this but it's doesn't matter.Maybe soon i can be tour there hehe..It almost more than 5 hours both ways.It can be terrible we just riding in our small car .It was so strange much snow at that ways if it windy we cannot see the road and it will closed in front the car window.While i enjoyed to see many nice places like this what i took.This is water from the mountain and become sticky ice.It was so interesting to me because look like many falls in Philippines but the different of this water falls it is ice now.

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Friday, December 18, 2009

Thoughts

 Dear everybody,
I've been more than one months here in Norway.Today 's snow back.I've been i saw a snow again.We been walking today went to the shop here near in the house i think 10 minutes walking distance.While we walking i enjoyed that the snow falls in my head.I wondered before if what i going to fell if i saw the snow but now i know i enjoyed very.And last few days we got phone called from the authority to a nowergian coures from sentrum she infromed that i should start my study the languages this coming January 4.And now i fell exicited but a bit nervous because i know and my husband told me that thier some i can be classmate of this are from africa and other countries. Those some are refugees and asylants but honesty i dont of them.But maybe thier some Filipina it can be my classmate.I guess i will be going to start like form the beginning now studying.But i going to try my best it can be easy i think if i study seriously.No matter if i cannot speak well about english but atleast i can understand and can talk a little than nothing.I got friend now here  she is the wife of friend in my husband.She is Nana from brazil married to his husband Stig.Stig is kind and also his wife.They met by chatting too but as they told me that my husband was first met Nana and it was by that Stig cannot visit those time so my husband guraantee that she ok for Stig.And if they have problem they complain about gauranntee to my husband..hehe it so funny becuase she got jealouus to his husband sometimes anybody called to him and it was his ex girlfriend.Nana cannot talked english just spoke purtugees and brazilian she cannot speak english but now she can spoke norwegian.So if we talked we just body motion and i'd try to understand because she can undend what i said.She is friendly at the first we met the shop, she hugs me and she talked and tlaked but sorry i cannot understand norge as now i going to study first but she said nei,nei means no no.And i found also a Asian store we bought today a dried fish look like Philippines those salt fish .And it is a filipina who manage this store and i think she is now at Philippines .She been told me she going vacation there this week.She is from cebu.I think she is now there becuase i did not saw today at there shop i was saw a norwegian man manage there maybe he is her husband.While we been walking today i was been asking to my husband to took a picture on me.While the snow fallen.Elemis Pro-Collagen Oxygenating Night Cream 1.7 fl oz (50 ml)


near the house

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

The big mall at Philippines


This is the big mall of the Philippines i think.I saw this picture at the file of my husband.He took this pictures when we first met.I been here too but not so many times.Maybe two or three times.I remember we been here at first time with my auntie.And second time was with my husband.
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Stepson

 

He is my stepson Alex.
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Friday, December 11, 2009

Playingjob

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He is Holdford.He lived alone now.His wife died last year with the sick of cancer oh that's was so sorry about him.He is friend of my husband and his companion Frank.Frank is bestfriend of Holdford.He also joined in the playingjob sometimes. And he is the one to always asking he wanted to dance with me but i denyed always.He said that if i had a friend those i want to introduced him.He is available,had own house and two cars and also have own lot i think.




We gonna go today at this restaurant to play again there.And this time we gonna go another restaurant that we been there before.At this time we gonna go directly at this restaurant after this another one.It's should be very tired this time becuase two nights no sleep good.But my husband said it's ok because we earn money.Even it is tired from work.



Monday, December 7, 2009

Want to be there always

Last Saturday morning we was late woke up because no work and no school for alex and it's weekend.We was woke up almost noon so it's so short time to be here on blog.We just been a few hours in sentrum what is called this in english center or town then after that we need to prepared what things to brought for travelling on the way to the restaurant where my husband and his friend Frank to played a band.Hubby called this playingjob this is he's side line to support his small family what he means with us,me,he and his son alex.I really want to joined even it is faraway.It's almost 3 hours to go from here in hours and to that restaurant.It's near at beach and we stayed at cottage overnight.It's very cool becuase it's very nice place there.I enjoyed also that time becuase i saw another places that have many snow.Very wonderful sorrounding the high way,the many high hills and houses.I saw the ocean become to an ice.The water or lake too.In the restaurant so much guess was dance,eaten.But i don't really like the norwegian dishes it's a fish from lake.I was eaten the meat from pig i guess so it is..it's look like.And i was sitted there all night.And my husband he has a friend name Holdford want to dance with me but i really don't want to dance becuase i don't know there dance and he always asking and asking until i said seriously i don't know to dance and i really don't like to dance.Until he said from now on he would never ask me to dance and he make a deal if i want to dance i going to ask him. And badly some guess at restaurant want to dance with me too but i always denyed and denyed..And i said with him I'm so sorry i really don't know to dance and i dont really don't must better he said ok,becuase he is drunk already.



My beloving hubby played guitar and he sang too.And i feel very pity with him becuase it's very tired to have this playingjob and travelled long way..At the beginning i'd joined him at the first was he sang i was got tears in my eyes and i don't know why i was very touch.I was understand now it's not easy to earn money and some people wasted money.

Friday, December 4, 2009

Want to be busy


.I am a woman that don't like nothing can do in whole day.Every morning this week we are together woke up,doing together to made foods and drinks like coffee for him,bread and butter,jam,ham and for me i don't like coffee i want tea.I wanted to have some drinks like milo that what i did when i been stayed in Philippines.I tried to saw here for that drinks in the shop here but thier some of this look like.Mostly milk here is cold not warm.I wanted to have some warm milk but i never seen either.Maybe they have some but i'm not sure.I asked today to my hubby about that but not the same those was what i liked.After breakfast hubby went to work and his son also went to school.And i am the one left in house honestly it's a little bores to be alone but i need to be busy so that i can forgot in time.So i need to see what i wanted to clean up and if nothing need to be clean watch tv,and online here in computer.But today i was did something in refrigerator.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

x-mas is coming soon



We first decorate this a symbol or a sign that where jesus born and a x-mas light in the window where the small santa claus in the center.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Our pity house in moutain where i come from






This my family.





This is in Panglao Bohol.


This pictures near at beach club resort at panglao bohol.

Norway

Hi,guys.Since many days past from when i arrived it's been long time i did not online and write here on blog becuase it's have been problem this computer here and got no connection.Here in North Norway now we cannot seen a sun my husband said that 2 months no sun oh my god its always dark .But if it have snow maybe lighter the sorrounding.First time i've seen snow i was shocked and i said oh what is that!but hubby said it was snow'hehehe (ihas sa snow).Outside in house the land and sorrounding are all white.It's snow,the snow look like rain and so cold.The temperature very big different from Philippines imagine from very hot world and now i am here in very cold world.My mother worried about me because she afraid if i can manage here because i have (kabuhi)i dont know in english kabuhi.But some problem in stomach if you know english of that tell me please?thanks..And a very big stange to me is the food.Very different from where i come from.But i hope so i can be likeable soon.I don't have big problem of food but in first taste maybe not so much like but in another time it would be better i guess so.


There some pictures where we been at bohol on last September 2009.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Hello

Hi,everybody..I am finally here in Norway with my husband house and i am very happy and also my husband ofcoures he is i think.I got visa last October 20,2009.And i was at embassy of manila last Monday and at once i got the stamp of visa at the same time.In the next day i was also at CFO to get the sticker .Last Wednesday traveled on long way from Manila to Amsterdam in 12 hours and then from Amsterdam to OSLO Norway in more than one hour.And so strange to traveled alone because this is my first time traveled in long way.But my husband advices to me that it is safe at airport and it is easy must better to asked and asked that what i did.Actually,so cold here in Norway after arrived here in OSLO airport i am freezing.Here in Harstad starting now the snow.Oh my god!Its so cold but i guess i can manage it all soon i hope so much.Maybe i will be feel so cold at the beginning but soon it will be ok.But atleast now no more waiting time.God thanks..so much.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Some picture


This picture was taken when husband with me on last September.He just 2 weeks staying with me.We are visited this time in the house of Eve my boss before.In this picture you can see that have two kids namely John Clark the son and eldest of Eve and Frances Marian daughter of her the second and youngest i think.In every had vacation he wanted to visited this family.How ever,this family is closed with me.There some many pictures maybe soon i can post here.Even its only short time we spent but at least we are together.And because we need some prove to the immigration that we are real and true married.And the other reason, we missing so much.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I am back

Hello anyone,it so long time i did not write here.From the last time i been here on last April.I don't know what i going to write here but i just want to continue my blog as a blogger even i have some problem about my English.But i am a woman that only hoping that hope someday or soon i can do the right way to have a good blogger.Since April i did not make a new post because i was feel ashamed about my English and grammar.And i was problem the computer in my cousin and on May until June my husband was with me and this September too.On last June 8 i been interview at the Embassy Manila and until now i don't have yet result.Husband was always calling,sending message and the immigration in Norway.They said that processing time is around 12 months maximum.But we are almost waiting 10 months now from when we applied.Feel so crazy of waiting but no choice.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter!!!!!!!!

Today is easter Sunday here in Philippines then we was woke up very early morning me,the working student of my boss and the house maid of the mother in law in my boss too.We was attended the show that Jesus was back in life and have very early mass too.I am happy that i was attended mass very early it's good feeling if i doing always early at mass.And it so be good that those time we are celebrating the easter Sunday.Much people at church and some have some prizes and some having prepared for snacks after the mass.And happy too my family now still ok no problem both them are alright and also my husband too.We chatted almost everyday as now because he have 6 free days from work then yesterday he was told me they are going to Sweden for buy something for there needed at home with his son Alex and with his friend.Thanks God they are back home all right and I hope so too and I pray my hubby have always good health and keep away from the accident and also for the sick.I pray also that hope so we will stay together soon and live happy as a husband and wife.But as now i just hope and not so expecting.We will see sooner.Happy easter anyone..

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Black Saturday

Hello,I am here now again still feel very boring all the time because of this crazy long time processing and waiting i don't understand any way of this but i hope so much i can still manage more. You know guys i am problem here i accept i can't understand myself why i need to complaining all about this.Sometimes not content for anythings i have now.Maybe i need to become crazy i am not like this before i don't know.I know it has a big changed after i met my dear husband i am not still work so hard now as a housemaid but I am still here at my boss before helping also for the some housework.I know i am blessed now that I have my husband and God knows what's my husband place in myself.God knows that I love my husband so much more than in myself.But sometimes when we talking i will keep silent and not talking I know this is not good but because of my high character i always do so.I am the one doing quarrel all the time.I am the creating problems.Yesterday was Good Friday then cafe was closed then i did not went here.Yesterday just staying house of eve my boss alone,always crying i will get crying because of my situation now i know people have end to be kind on me i know what they will feel with me i am staying with them free.I hate now my situation staying in another house no permanent house.I complain all time this.But i don't now what i need to do i know family of my boss not agree if i still there longer they one of there family got angry with me then she does always before got angry even i am not her housemaid but i was respect here so much before but this past days when the time my classmate visited with me she was got angry without exact reason they saw the things i never know it was so crazy i got feel not good very angry to myself why i am still here if my situation like this..but i know i am still housemaid but no more salary but i hope someday have a blessed from god and have miracle isn't my visa will granted so i can travel at Norway or i wished i have own room that i can stay with out disturbing to the another people i am very shy my situation now my husband know all this but i don't know that the best way to do ...

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Hello,It is Thursday today here i was wrong that is easter week now.Like wise to my hubby's place easter,he have 6 days free from work he wished that i could be there this time but i am still here at Philippines still waiting the result of my visa and very really tired now.This week i always going church every early morning like before doing.But when i was got married i does stop because always went to somewhere while processing my documents was always traveled.Happy easter anyone,be careful and we will thankful to God for his sacrifices for us.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Monday

Hello,Happy summertime!and enjoy vacation anyone.This week is the lent week.I just still staying in my boss house before this is wanted to my hubby i staying here because he said he will feel better.I am not alone and we are bonding my boss in every weekend at beach and together went at church too.And about my application no more still news.It's very sad and i need to deal of waiting even i really very tired.We hate this waiting and long processing.But as we said no more options and accept this.But thanks anyway there some advices that i can have so strong and hopefully my visa come soon.I am happy that even i am here at internet cafe we still always communicating each other everyday.While i chatted with him i am visiting also many sites on blog.I happy that i got some friends here.I happy and i am bless got gives everything with me even it is few things but i feel content.Sometimes really not content but i need too.What i have now and everything.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009





This pictures was taken on when my the family of boss having reunion.My boss took with me under the palm tree.And in other pictures you can see there they auntie's of my boss.They have blood of Chinese and the right is my boss wearing green blouse next is me wearing maroon obvious i think and in my back one of they auntie of my boss she is Eva,the same name the next and last is Bebie.My boss was want me to joined with them and haven't enjoying with them too.They been very fun,they are singing,dancing and the kids doing some games and also the mothers and fathers.And at the afternoon not so much heat of sun they was swimming. They haven't fun for their reunion.If you noticed my boss is not looking having 2 already kids she look a lady right?She have 2 kids one boy name John Clark 12 years old and he is now grade six this coming school open and she have one daughter too name Frances Marian,11 years and she will be grade 5 this coming school year.

Tuesday and last day of month

Hello,is now the end of march and until now no more yet news about my application from immigration in Norway.So hard this situation and i know that i am not the one experience like this.Well,i always complaining now of waiting this long time processing of my application i hate this..I'd always saying very tired of waiting,from the beginning until now i never adjust my character always complaining and act like a childish.I'd always make a problem to my husband i am the one to create like i am very tired i need to leave Leyte.But i cannot leave Leyte because i have braces i need to check up and adjust every month.Then i complain my situation also here about my house i am not staying in permanent house.And now i am not staying in my auntie's house i am here in my boss before when i am working student,and about communicating in my husband we chatted in cafe because in my auntie's computer already destroyed.Then i am wasting money to paid the internet bill every month because i haven't contract one year at company then i just using 3 months only so my decision of connecting the internet was wrong very crazy.But i think is ok i think very difficult about processing and i tried to accept this i hope i can..

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I can't sleep

After i chatted to my hubby i got many tears gone because it is a bad news i got today.We expected is not so long time waiting after he been at interview but we are wrong.He is always calling and email at immigration and they said may takes several months more processing.Oh no,every moment we chatting here with my husband he will saying you have visa soon.And i say when?And now this night i can't sleep i am thinking much and while i write here my tears always drop.It is okay my visa will takes so long if my hubby is always visit with me here but he have short time vacation only of his work.Once a year he have few days vacation likewise in my wedding time it was only few days.It's very pity we did not been taking honeymoon. After few days he was go back to go home Norway.It's very hard the situation like this.But i know i don't have no more choice i need to wait more more time until become crazy.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Tuesday



This pictured was took on my hubby was first visiting on me here on Philippines he was took with me when we are at swimming pole.He was likes to swim at pole when he feels very hot.And he was wanted with me to
wearing the bikini.You know those time my first experience i can expose my body and i was said i don't want because i shy.Well,i tried and i was thought of this time what the used this bikini if i don't want to wear.!And why i shy?So,this time we are always at swimming pole mostly everyday and i am looked very tanned of this time because of the heat of the sun.I am looked like negra.lol

Hello,thanks for my friends give some nice comments here on my blog.I'd tried to keep writing here so that i can improve my grammar.And this some days ago i was changed my template here.I thought this is nice so i tried and looked very good.As usual i don't have still news from immigration as now.And yesterday we are been talking my hubby he was said that he been wrote a emailed to the immigration an angry mailed.Because he was said why the immigration process the application long long time and they are only focus to the people from Africa that this is illegal and why they are not focusing those legal application like mine.We are eager to know what is the response from the immigration later when we chat.I don't know the procedures about this processing my documents and why is it its takes long long time?At the first time we applied an Entry visa and was denied.In a site of Royal Norwegian Embassy the processing of this visa will takes only 3-4 months but after 2 and half months i was got noticed that it was denied and we are know now that those people applied of this almost denied.My hubby was angry at the immigration and he was said why the immigration not saying at their sites that mostly people applied of this mostly denied and not also said we can apply at once the Family Reunification visa.This visa process around at 8-9 months but hubby was asked at the immigration if my papers are already verify it will not takes so much long time.But until now not yet still confirmation.I'd always complaining maybe this is my altitude look like childish this one also i need to change.I feel eager to know the result of this so that i can have way we see each other again.But sometimes i will think maybe i am excite because we miss each other.But my some friend advice that while i am still here at Philippines i need to enjoy my time here because when the time i will at my hubby's place i am alone and lonely.So, guess so because i don't have family except him.Instead i need to complaining i need to see in positive sides maybe is not time as now to go there because i need to finish my braces and at their sun is back so is not so cold there when i come.Hope so soon i will be travel when sun is back...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Wanted peace of mind

Hello,..From the beginning i don't have peace in my mind.I'd always think my obligation as a good helper and as a good working student and also a good daughter that can help to my parents a little financial.I think always how we can survived our financial problem and health problem.Is not that I'd always think also about our staying faraway to my hubby if when we can meet again.I don't know about this visa why is it's very long time processing!Sometimes i cry and maybe i will become crazy this situation.And also my hubby he thinks about this long time processing he want to get angry but we have no choice.He was called again this morning the immigration of Oslo Norway then they are saying they got the application sent from the police there town of my hubby but not already pass to the department of Family Reunification.So he want to call this coming the end of this week to know if they pass the application to the department.He want to push it because they will pass also to the embassy of Manila.So very long time processing really and we are not sure what is the result about this..But hubby think positive we are legally married so no more reason to deny again..We hope so we will see then if the result is come and i will wait so much long long time...

Friday, March 6, 2009

Weekend

Hello guys,how are you all?First of all i wanna thanks to all my loyal friends here.And so long time i didn't do blog here because i am worried about my grammar.I ashamed to write here as now but i try to do my best.At first time this is my problem.But maybe this is the way i can improve my words.But i am happy that their some people complain about my grammar.So that i can improve this soon.I believe that try and try until to success.lol..I have no more yet good news about my application as now.But after my husband interview until now no more yet news from immigration.But my husband said he will call next week to the immigration to know if what the application going on.This Family Reunification visa will be process around 9 months.Then my husband said he was asked to the police there town if the documents confirmed already it will not long time process.Because i was already applied and passed my application at Royal Norwegian Embassy at Manila before to applied those Entry visa but it was denied.But we will see what happen this next week the result..Happy weekend everybody...

Monday, February 23, 2009

My weekend

Hello,on my weekend i was at mountain to celebrated the fiesta in our sitio.I was visited at our small church or chapel there to attend mass and prayed.I was stayed two overnight there and this afternoon i got home in my Aunties house.As usuall i am doing little housework here.Even at mountain i spent my whole family but i was feels sad that my one special long time we not met again.So sad..hohoho..but no choice we both tired of waiting and we both hope it will granted soon.We hope so much..Have a nice day guys..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

My Look!



Hello anyone,i am really guilty about my looked.In my complexion i am morena and little tall my hieght.I was born on 1987.Then i am running 22 years old now this coming june 20,2009.I am guilty about my looked because i am looking 25 years of age.Many people saying that i am looked 25 years old but i am not really 25 years old.But i was asked why they are think that with me then they are saying because of my complexion dark?But i think so..I am not matured of the age like that.Sometimes i think look like 20 down.That what i am worried maybe people saying that i am abnormal lol..

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Grandfather Death Anniversary

Hi guys,today is Sunday the day for church and death anniversarry to my grandfather,But my grandpa i never see him i was a little kids when he was death.I just known to my parents that my granpa is his death anniversary today 15 in February.Well,because of this day we haven't little occasion,prayed and having some special food preparing.So,from this morning i been up early because my auntie wake up with me because they goes at church with my uncle and i am the to stay at house while they are at church.Then,i been up too in bed and fix and sweep the many dry leaves outside.And until some of my auntie coming from mountain and my cousin to prepared food for this occasion.Much work today with me,helping for cooked and i am the one washed all the dishes even i having mens and every i having mens my stomach very painful but it's ok i was manage until now.Happy weekend everybody..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Valentines day today

Hi anyone,first of all i wanna say happy valentines to all my fellow and loyal friends here in blog.And wanna say thanks for those nice comment i got.One i got messages and complain about my wrong grammar,yeah that's it my problem my wrong grammar.I wanted to be a good blogger here but my problem is how i can manage my right grammar.I wanna to apologize to all my readers and friends about my blog becuase sometimes is not exactly in writing.But all i wrote here it is really truth.I am very sorry about this i want to improved this problem i don't want to give up and i am very hoping that soon i will be a good blogger and a good speech in english.To all our friends as i been studying i really hated subject in english but i loved to speak,heard and understand it.But my problem is not fluently i can talk very so sorry anyway.Instead i want to stop blogging here but i think this is the best way i need to improved it.But thanks that you do to informed with me that i need to check out my grammar.As what i am telling before my blog is about my real life.Today is a day for heart that full of love to our special someone that is what i am knowing about valentines day...lol..But even no present from anyone i got only a very early messages that the reason i was up early a text messages from computer in my hubby a word of happy valentines day with him and me.Well,that's it not so romantic lol..I never recieve a present when the time we celebrate a heart day.Here in Philippines this time we celebrated for special day for everyone but i think some other country not.For them it is not common.But we are greatfull that pinoy is the best to showing love.lol..not so..And again happy valentines day!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Midnight time

Hi guys,it's now Friday midnight.I am doing now this blog at midnight time.As i was said before i am not always here to do this blog as now it is base on my computer condition.Like now the colorful on my screen having again not good to see anyway on screen .This midnight not good feeling because many past of special days it so very sad with me.Tomorrow it is a valentines day.And you know always alone my life again with out partner.Likewise on past x-mas and new year very sad.Every night i was thinking always and asking myself when the time we will be together.Sometimes i will be think must better i need to give up but i cant deny myself that no need to give up and never to do it.I will feels this because i am very tired of waiting now.So sorry sometimes i am very emotional and i think is not good this way.But sometimes i will think and say to god thanks for this life you give it now,for all graces and everything even some trials i need to face off hopefully god you will gives me more strong strenght and faith that i can manage all of this.Happy valentines day to all my fellow friends.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Very hard to having braces


Hi guys,as usual it is Tuesday today.Yesterday i was at my dentist clinic and was been adjust again my brace.Since March we been starting adjust my braces is not easy i cannot eat properly,very hard to bite for anything food if it hard,i can eat only soft food look like soup,bread or another food that soft.To having this braces the one i become very thin but i am usually thin when i am from manila because of much work there.Very painful at the first time i been always crying and now almost one year but my teeth now is ok.It is very nice looking and i can smile without closed my hand not like before i will be closed it.Well,not hard to having this but i feel comfortable now then it is aline my teeth very nice to see when i smiling .But every month is always adjust this and very painful after.Then my hubby asked and i asked my dentist if when i recommend my braces but dentist say that the teeth is ok and maybe next month i will having retainer i am happy that it will be done.Very hard to brushing,i am using also small brush for the center in my teeth.I am happy now it will be done soon..

Friday, February 6, 2009

Sometimes i will be acted look like childish.

Hi everyone,here in philippines time almost midnight.I cannot sleep because i having now problem in my stomach(in bisaya kabuhi).But it will be okay sooner.As i been telling here at past day i cannot so much used this computer it is because i am afraid it will be broked again.I am just think it can be wasting to much money to always fixed and buying again memory of this old desk top here at house of cousin.What my hubby say that must better i was prefered at internet cafe if we knows it will be happened like
this the computer here.But it's my fault i did not think the smart way where i can saved i just think if when i can easy way to talked with him but it is very late to complaining and i cannot stop also the internetconnection because of i been signing the contract of one year even though i will be requesting to closed the internetconnection i will be continued paying the internet bill until it will finished one year contract.My hubby was too late to getting angry with me because i did not confirm with him about the contract.Well,i accepting my fault but what my hubby said also is not alone my fault because he was been saying also okay and agree i will be having here internet while waiting not because it is not easy for me to go at internetcafe to chatted with him at meantime sometime we can chat midnight.In this past day we have been misunderstanding about payment and financial then i been act lok like childish.We been agreement about his transferring but he was forgot and then i am expecting so much this is for the payment of internet bill and etc.Then i been getting angry and been act not good with him but at the meantime we been talking,explaining and listening each other and it's okay now.As i been experiencing likewise before he was been here with me if he will gives with me a little problem i will be act look like childish and crying i don't know i got easily crying.This is unmatured acting and thinking,negative expression i need to changed this.Not only to open minded and also to be analized what having reason this will be happened.Well,as i know this quarell and misunderstanding is part of married but i think we need to calming,talking,listening,understanding by communicating in good way.Hohoho...i think this is not only this problem i think having so much problem will be come and we hope and i hope i can manage all this..Thanks for those my loyal friends here that giving with me some nice advisory and Happy weekend anyone.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it's been long time i was not here to do this blog and visiting in the EC because i was a problem in a computer.And now a little ok .But not much i will be visiting at EC because i am afraid again to having a problem this computer.It is now February a little news about my documents processing.The police at town in my hubby place that he is probably go next week for interview.We hope after this interview is not much time for waiting more.It is because we been long time we did not see each other again since we been married on last June 2008.And we very hoping that it will come the time and good news my visa will granted.And thanks for my kind friend who are gives some advices and nice messages.I hope you will be take care always and happy Thursday anyone.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I am back

Hello guys,i am now here to do blog.Yesterday i did not doing this blog it is because i haven't problem of my monitor at my aunties house about this screen having many colorful.So i think this computer no need to fixed more because it is been long time did not used before i do to connect the internet again.As my cousin say when she been using before it is always having problem so i guess no need to spent and wasting money again to fixed this it will be useless if i will be doing to do it again.I am here now at my boss house,i am here because i am the one to keep her two kids and the house she having a working student like me before but my boss not trust her so much then she been asking and favored with me to stay here while she leaving out of the town.Which is called here big city at cebu where her husband stay there for studying and review then they want to visit at Mama Mary church at Simala when we been before.Then i will be back home then at house of aunties when they back here too my boss at house.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Monday again

Hi guys,It's Monday again.This day the first time go back at work and school.And usually for the people not working and studying look like me only at house you can feel very tired day and not everyday it is every second very tired waiting for the time will be passing quickly.As my situation now i am complaining to my hubby that as he knows that i am very tired now of waiting this visa then he also said that he too very tired of waiting but he said that he never give up and he said too with me be positive,think for the future that we will be together soon and staying forever.And i am hoping this time but still feel very boring and lonely time not this day but for this past and coming more days.Well,this is the one i need to face off waiting very long time and i am hoping to myself that help me god that i can manage all this not today and also for the coming many days.Oh no,sometimes i am complaining in myself that if i know before is very hard and very difficult to inlove a man stay farway with me maybe i did not want to do myself to having this relationship but this what i been having now,nothing i can do as now or no more choice i need to wait.Everyday and every night i am thinking very much and asking myself what my life going on if no more partner forever.You know guys as i been experiencing for the few time we been spending my partner last time we meeting it is very different if you are alone.As my experience and i been feel it's very happy if you having partner in life.For the happines both of us and sharing everytime for the sadness and happiness everyday.I miss the things that my partner is always in my side.Wow,it is a big diffirent but i know as a married life it is normal having disappointed,misunderstanding.Well,this is my first step and i don't know what will be going on in the future we can see that soon guys.Today,i am only doing little housework,normally staying here at inside at house.And ofcoures also tomorrow and thinking much about for the coming days what i need to be doing soon.Happy Monday everybody.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sunday

Hi guys,It's a Sunday today again.First of all i wanna say thank you for those who was followed my blog.Thank you so much of you all.I am here now to do this blog as usual is all about only what i been doing everyday and what is happening in my life in everyminute and every day.Because it is Sunday today here at Philippines we been at church with my aunties,uncle too.In our neighbor town,which it is fiesta today for the Senior Santo Nino.He is little Jesus Christ.This place we called this Bato Leyte,I was born at province and part of Bato.We lived at mountain in Bato.And my family will be still staying there now.And i am now here at Matalom Leyte town .I been suppossed here to stay it is because it's having anyway this old computer that long time my cousin been using this after she been leaving here at Philippines.Then,i been also today at mountain to go there to look this school ID to my classmate were i having this before.Then i am forgot now where i been putting this and i don't know now.This ID is very important to my classmate she will be getting passport then the one of the requiremets is old ID.And until now,i didn't see it and i am worried now,must better i been keeping safely.But oh no,where is this things! I am worried now to my classmate she is crying she been texting now in my cheap mobile phone.Oh my god,help me.!I hope i can remember where is this now.Happy Sunday guys..Diva senior!!!!!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Weekend again

Hi guys,weekend again today.I wasn't do a blog yesterday.I been visiting again my boss house again.Then we were travelled too at city almost one hours.I did not open this computer too becuase i wasn't doing well.Not feel i am been travelling.So i was supposed to sleep early last night.And i am not comfortable also to use now this computer i am afraid and worried because having a problem again about this screen had a many color and i don't know why?Maybe it is also the one can broked again this.And fix again!Oh my god,this computer is old and long time not yet been using after my cousin leaving went at USA.I think one reason of this it is because long time not been using or eithier the monitor having a problem.Oh no!I don't know what i should br doing now.I have much spent this i been buying a memory.Maybe i need to off the line of internetconnection if incase it will be broked again this computer.But my problem is it is one month already i did to install this internetconnection and i had contract and mostly one year.And then even it you want to close it it will be continued the payment of this.Oh no! must better i will be prefered at the internet cafe.But most of the time having i cannot go and far also here the cafe that also what i am worried.Almost we will be chatting my hubby at night i cannot do to stay at net until midnight the cafe will be closed this time.Oh my god,what should i need to do.But i will be tried at another man to fix this computer maybe having some chances to do it.Ok guys,happy weekend.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it is now Thursday again.As far i been posted yesterday my life issues maybe mostly of you cannot understand or misunderstand what i been mean but actually don't matter at all this is my business.As i been always saying my blog it's part my real life what i will be doing as now,later,tomorrow,yesterday and everyday.As usual i been wake up this morning at 7 am then i was doing only clean and sweeping the inside and outside of the house.Then i been recieved text messages in my cheap mobile phone that my dentist my braces she want me to go there clinic to having these elastic rubber to put in my braces to close properly the gap.Well,after i been there at clinic i been also visiting my boss and talking for everything.And i been buying her garage sale blouses.It already use and she wanted to sale becuase she don't like anymore.It is we called also second hand but it is still nice and clean.I been thinking also i don't having much blouses for suiting at travelling and at church too.Then,it's alright becuase it can be useful all this for me and i liked also blouses.And everything it is so fine i enjoyed suiting all this,it is also fit with me and very nice looking in my body becuase i am slim too.As all you know,before i didn't used sexy blouses i just want only simple clothes but after i been meeting my hubby i am very loved to use sexy blouses.Hubby wanted and liked to see with me i am wearing sexy blouses and dresses.He been saying it is very nice and very fit with me.So,maybe he is my inspirations why i been doing this now.Well guys,my life is very historiable maybe look like artist but i having only my own movie.I know we are artist but we had own movie in life..Hehehe...I don't know if i am right what i am talking about movie.But seriously,yes i think because we had all problems but not the same at all.But i beleived that God not gives strength if not having solutions.Having a nice Thursday everyone and stay foot all..

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

My life issues,did i been having mistakes?

Hello guys,Wednesday again.First of all i wanna to thanks again those who been gives with me some comments and advices.I been thankful those been comments in my blog and having a very nice messages that i can make up myself and understand now.And now,i want to write this is about my life issues and did i been having mistakes?Well,about my mother is a part of my life issues too but this not part in my family but this is also part in my life.We just consider this part in my sorrounding that become friend in a few while.Which i mean i have a friend,this friend is not long time friend but we been friend when my hubby come.First before i been meeting my hubby in person,we been chatting almost 5 months,i recalled after i been graduating from high school i been left in my boss to went at manila but after more than one years i been back with my boss again,this boss when i been a working student so i mean we chatting in my hubby i am already finish high school and work in boss as a housemaid.Then i been starting chatting to my hubby at internet cafe almost 5 months.Then he been finalized that he will be coming here at Philippines to spent his vacation with me.But after few days he been telling with me that his friend having a friend to joined him to go here at Philippines.So meaning this man is not his real friend,only my friend of hubby having a friend that willing to joined him which his name is Jetro.So,the time he been arrived here at Bato Leyte pier i am the one meeting with them.From the first day we meeting my hubby is not comfortable because of this companion he the one to take care with him.This man is older than my hubby.And this man willing and searching a nice woman to be marry.At the second day and night my hubby want to go at internet cafe because he want to chat his son that stay his house alone,so we are joined at cafe and also Jetro.Before,i can noticed that some girls chatting also at net we been meeting and seeing only at eyes and not a friend and she know that i am chatting to my hubby.While we are at cafe i been seeing this girl that i mean,she been seeing with me and asking,that a man you been chatting?Then,i been answering too yes he is,and this girl are chatting with her boyfriend from Australia,then my hubby is a friendly he been saying hi with them which girl i been talking and she having also comapanion.While my hubby chatting to his son,this girl been asking that other man?Oh yes,he is searching too a woman who willing to marry what i am said with her.So this time we becoming friend and she been joined with me and her companion too.While this two girls joined with us in everyday when the time my hubby with me.After few days they will be decided to go at Cebu city to know that days of there pane tickets but we are not planning i will be joined with them we been only at pier but i been saying to my hubby that i can joined with you?Then,my hubby said yes,then Jetro he want this girl to joined too but she want to talk her mother so,she will been following at next day.This girl,ask to Jetro which he likes she or his girl companion the Jetro answered she is.Then,this time we been friend where we stay at Cebu and we don't know about her character.She want,what ever she want to demand Jetro will agree but my hubby will be adviced to him not all the time gived her demand.So this time this girl getting angry to my hubby.This girl,many words saying not good to heard that Jetro is look like granpa,and everything.Then the time both my hubby needed to go back at Norway and we need to back too at Leyte.So this time we are still friend,and i am back also in my boss house,she knows that i am working.After we been arrived and we was talking to my boss all about happening at cebu and having some misunderstanding this girl to my hubby.And about her character and some words that she saying.But i did not know that the sister of this girl is a classmates of my boss before so we been talking also what i been talking what happening about at Cebu.And she always visiting at my boss i cannot intertain with here because i having much work,she want i will be joined with her anywhere.But i cannot follow her always not because i am work,my boss not also agree i will be joined with her because of her attitude.And she was getting upset with me,and also those time that her boyfriend called at mobile and i been shouting she have boyfriend at her side and those Australiano heard and stop calling and chatting with her.But this time she did not tell to Jetro that she having boyfriend she says only friend.So,i just think that while i am shouting it is ok because i just think it's a friend.But for a while days she been blaming with me that her boyfriend stop communicating with her because of i been saying.Until that she can heard saying for another people not good for her that she think too that i am the one telling to people but i just only discussing to my boss no another.Until she been married she did not inviting with me,until i got much text messages in my mobile that i am back fighter she don't want back figther.And then i got email from her not good doing with me,she was said i did not become woman ,i will be not wearing sexy clothes if my hubby not come.And she said also with me i will be thankful even i am negra,ugly and feeling sexy my hubby married with me.That i am negra live at mountain and now i been changed it's because my hubby is come.Much people saying that i been changed now not like before no more caring at body.She have been sending email not good with me,even having much woman meeted to hubby why is it my hubby married to me i am very ugly and negra.You know even she been sending with me many messages not good i never answer with her.I just keep and stay cool because i did not like i having enemies.But i been telling all this to my hubby and also the husband of this girl was saying to my hubby that Jetro will be stoping communicating to my hubby. So they thinks this girl become crazy.And the time we been church and she's too she been shouting with me ,Oh how are you negra? She been do that with me then i getting angry this time i been answering so what i am negra!And my hubby know this,he been telling with me stop reply her email,and communicating with her,and hubby thinks maybe she get jaelous with me..And i don't know why?All happening about i been asking my self did i am mistake?And why she been doing all of this with me..And she thinks also JeTRO AND SHE are destiny! Is it right?But my boss she was saying not..it is because i am saying that oh this man are willing also to marry a filipina..Is it my boss are right?I need some answered to this question.Until now we been having disappointed and misunderstanding each other.Happy Wednesday guys i hope you will understand my blog now and sorry it is so very long..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Did my decision was been wrong?

Hello guys,it is Tuesday again.First of all i wanna to thank again to those who been commenting and send a very nice messages and also advice with me.As a new blogger here but not so totally new.My blog here it is all about happening in my life,everyday ,tomorrow,yesterday,before,last time.Today,i am doing laundry,first my auntie make a laundry with there clothes then i am helping too.Then,after that i am laundrying my many dirty clothes i been finished almost 4 pm here at Philippines.While i am doing visited many sites here at EC i been thinking what i need to post here tonight.Any way,this blog is about my life is full up and down.Regarding about problems,is not financially i been always thinking and also i been always thinking did my decision was been wrong?From the beginning,before we been meeting my hubby in person i been sharing with him all my background that i am a working student,work as a housemaid,very poor family,i am the eldest out of 4 brothers and one sister,my father was been accident,so because father was been accident we having problem finnacial as this time and while i am studying my little salary i supposed to give them and about my personality i am tanned and having spots of my leegs so meaning i am not flawless,not good looking face,simple and conservative.Then,my hubby was been told me he is not poor,he is not rich he is normal and having good job at newspaper,he was said too he don't care all about my background he wanted a nice woman, kind,fit,slim.I don't want to shared this with you all but i want to express my deeply feeling about my situation now i am marrying a Norwegian man but is not easy!You know why much people thinking if we are marrying foreign man they are thinking we had much money.I am talking now about this did my decision was wrong?From we been meeting to my hubby at first time we been visiting at mountain to my family.Then,this time we been talking my mother and she was said she don't like him then i been shocked and realizing why?Until the time my hubby was decided to marry with me and prupose only at chat,then i been agreed and was said yes,why not!Until he was back here at Philippines on june 2008 to marry with me.Hubby wanted only simple wedding not much people and we are budgeting about money.The tradition here at Phils,much food to prepared because much people will attend.We been quarel to my mother about budgeting she was not agreed to the money i was giving here for food at mountain it's because she think is not enough and i been crying and hubby worried and he decided the money for food at mountain must better to save it and maybe can used it for everything for food ,medicine and for connect power but mother was said she was already inviting for many relatives and neighbors for this ocassion so the party at mountain continued and they was using those only money and they can do budgeting.And while many months from we been married,no more changed my situation now and hubby supporting for only with me.But because the sitaution of my family needed, i shared the little transferring with them and it is not enough with them.They think now hubby is very cheaped man.Because only little transferring i got.Last time,we been talking about those filipina girl married foreigner and mother she was compared that why this woman can do connect electricity power,buy a lot and making house,then they can recieve much money.And she said,i told you before that she don't like my hubby.She thinks that my hubby is cheap man.She blame with me must better i did not marry with him,must better i marry as like with me filipino it's becuase it is the same my situation now.Then,i been crying last day when we been quarell again and talk about financial,and she was said again must better i am marrying filipino,but we have nothing can do now because i am already with him.She blame with me that i am wrong to marry my hubby and i did not listening with her before and she said too she did not believe to my hubby.And i'd always thinking now,what i been wrong?It's because i marry a norwegian man then he is cheap?Did i am wrong to decide to chose him as my partner!Yeah,he is older than with me and also to my parents.Did i am doing wrong that i been following my real feeling with him.!He is only man i been meeting about relationship and what is the wrong i decided?I know age doesn't matter but why my mother do this to me?Even mother do this with me but she still my mother.Sometimes i can answer with her then she thinks that i am changing now,so i just keep only my words not to answer with her.And i am only crying,every night i will be crying thinking all about this blaming,blaming.Sorry i having writed here some hurtly words but this is what happened with me now.Is not easy to fall in love to foreign man.As my experiences now it's very difficult.Happy Tuesday guys.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Monday

Hi guys,it is Monday today the first day to going work and school.But in my situation now no more job and stop studying is not so busy day.This day i been up at 7 am again likewise yesterday,but i been doing only open the curtain at window and sweep inside and outside of the house.After eating breakfast ofcoures wash the dishes then.Then,i have no choice to stay inside here in room open this computer then visit the many site here of EC.Today is my second day of my mens is not so painful i feels little good and hope so it will be over.As a wife is not easy to stay faraway with our partner i feel very lonely,very boring.It's very tired waiting the confirmation of visa like last time we are expecting also my hubby then when the time i was got the letter from embassy i was feels not comfortable while i was reading the letter then i read this words,the Royal embassy of manila was sadly to rejected this application.Then,i didn't cry at this time because i am not alone when the the time i been alone and it is overnight i been crying.And now waiting again,then i don't know the result again this time.You know what is the reason why my visa was rejected it's only is not long time we spent time living with my partner,then how come my partner can stay long time with me he had work and only few days vacation in a year.Hubby angry about this but he think no choice we need to accept.Yeah,waiting so long time and as i said to hubby i am tired waiting and he also tired of waiting.How ever is not the end of the world of waiting ,i know and i hope so i can get this visa soon.Hope so God i will have this visa soon as possible.Happy Monday anyone.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Sunday!

Hello guys,it is now Sunday and we been at church this morning with my auntie and uncle.I been up this morning at 7 am,my auntie wake up with me and she ask i will be joined with them or not.But I said her that if have much time i prepared myself and wash.Then auntie said,yes we have much time still then i just brush my teeth,wash my face and body which it is called also half bath.Then we go to at church quarter to 8 am,the mass will be started at 8 am.We been arrived at church no more yet much people.And when it was starting already i was feels my stomach was painful until now anyway.By the way,today is our mad day.I hated to having this menstration period.It's becuase i will feel this stomach very painful and also mind.I will be getting mad,not good mood,i feel very tired my body and getting lazy.I want always laydown in this time.Then,one things i don't like sometimes i wanna to vomit,like today i been sweeping outside i was feels i needed to vomited but it's only feel.Menstration time is not easy with me,like now while i am typing here,my head not good,my stomach is painful and ofcoures mind too.Every period time i will be like this,before i been vomiting.And i just feel now to vomit but not totally.But as a woman i have no choice this is me and need to accept.I must thinking when i will be at Norway to my husband place,i know this country is the coldest place.Then,i don't have idea as now if i can accept this cold.Then,when the time i will be have this mens i don't like the cold,i don't want to shower anyway. I just only wash mind,because as i said my stomach painful and mind too.My hubby not like lazy wife,then i been telling him that if i have this mens i will be getting lazy,and feel tired.My mens it will be takes 5 to 6 days will be over.I am curious for this days i don't have shower,but my hubby said there in his place not always takes shower it is because no more sweat.Oh yes,it is becuase not like here at Philippines always very hot and there it is cold.So,i always hope so i can accept there and stay long with him,hopefully successful married and will be forever.And i hope so this situation of my mens will be ok there.Well,guys are you having a problem with in menstration time?Here in Philippines,it is called this disminoria and i don't know this in English words.Okay guys i need to stop writing here and then i need to rest little.See you guys next time..Have a nice Sunday everyone.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Weekend

Hello,everybody.It is weekend again and tomorrow church time too.Here now at Philippines still always raining.Maybe it become one month always raining.We know and i know somebody heard about the news some part here at Davao having big flood and landslide and it is so very pity of many residence stay this place.There houses,farms and everything.But we are thankful that we are faraway this accident.It is January now and why is it look like on December the weather now?And i don't know this and no idea.Even we are having rainy days always here but is not like flood.But here before near at Maasin city we have been here also landslide.Many people died and some having wound too.Our life we did not know when we leaving in this world right?Only god knows all this if ever you do good and bad things in world.But anyway this is accident this god made is not people making.Rain now and winds blowed is very cold look like having s now.I just keep staying inside but i feels very cold.Some people say here that the snow at Amerika transfer here at Philippines.And i just imagine,wow what is the looked at Philippines having snow that we are prefer already very heat of sun.Well,it is only imagine but it is impossible.And now i been only stay here inside at house doing only little housework like cooking rice,wash dishes,sweep the floor inside at house and sit here visit the many site at the EC.I been watching one of the famous Tv show wowowee,and i was very interesting watching today it's because it is finalist of the fitrum show.Wow,they are very sexy and so beautiful girls and very lucky to those winner in miss fitrum 2008 constentant number 26,she lived at Davao.I think she can't believe it as i see and looked at tv screen ,she been crying becuase out of 28 contestant she is the one winner.Then, while i was watching of this show my stomach was pain and 2 times back at comfort room and i said to my aunties and she give me medicine and now it's better.Oh yes,this is now what i am doing today and heard and see and feel.After we been finished chatting to my hubby now,i direct to do this blog.And to all i can say happy weekend everybody.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Friday again

Hello guys,How are you all?I was not here yesterday because i was go to at mountain to my house with my mother.Yesterday morning was having good condition of weather no more rain even the sun not yet goes back but it is ok we can travel to go at mountain.And mother was very happy she got home,she don't like to stay here in my aunties house it because she was feels very boring.And when she got home she was happy to huges and kisses to our younger brother and also the second younger brother too.Even they are very naughty boys but mother very missing with them and also to our 2 big brothers and one sister.And ofcoures to my father,i was very missing also them becuase long time i am staying here at town,and faraway with them.I prefer to stay here at town because of my hubby while we are communication by using this computer and chatting and seeing at web cam only.Somestimes we having misunderstood and i know it is normal and he said too this is normal in married life.And also to my mother sometimes we are misunderstanding about everything and financially but all i can say with them i have no work and i can't help this only this little transferring to my hubby i shared only this my budget payment,food here in my auntie and also at mountain.Before we was leaving yesterday to go home at mountain i been already fix this computer at night but i did not used to operate and make blog it is because i was feel very tired .I been changed the memory of this computer because the memory cannot work out so i been buying a memory at a little city here.I been travelling to buy only this memory then it's work out now and make it format this computer.The man said maybe there having a virus that's why the memory was broked.And we left yesterday at morning after breakfast and we riding a motorbike this motorbike this is usually used to travelled at mountain.It's not easy to ride this but we will enjoyed too.I just slept one night at mountain i need to go down here at town because i got text messages in my cheap cellphone from my hubby that he was yesterday on chat.But i been responsed that i am at mountain and he said too we will see here on chat this afternoon today. We been chatting in a short time because he was doing to renowate his kitchen with his friend.And one reason too is the other neighbor place in my barranggay is feista today.I been visit the church and pray for the Senior Santo Nino.This barranggay or which is called also barrio i was been also school here at from kinder to grade graduate.I was meeting to our few classmates and they are already married and having some kids.Wow,life is so wonderful from younger kids and now they are having kids too.I just imagine when i can having baby?When i can have no more problem?I am thinking and comparing myself with them.Is it they have no more problem like i have now?They looked happy so i just imagine what there life goes on.Maybe they have problems but they are pretending and making still smiling.Oh yeah,i believed that laughter is the best medicine.So guys,i know we have any kind of problem and all i can say to all just keep smilling.And weekend time tomorrow and happy Friday.All of us here at Philippines happy pet Senior.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Wednesday again

Hi guys,i wanna say sorry that i was not here ysterday my computer having a problem and i can't open and now i am here at internet cafe.And also i wanna to thanks for my nice comments i got.I will fixing my computer as now.I don't know yet is what is the problem about this.But i hope so i can fix this as soon as possible.It's very difficult for me if i will always go here at internet cafe.So i hope i can do it as soon as possible.And also it's not easy for me with my hubby communicate because its depending his scheduled too at his work.Maybe i can visit here at blog as now if i am here at internet cafe.So see you guys, and stay SAFE and havin a nice Wednesday.

Monday, January 12, 2009

I am worried

Hello guys,now is Monday.First of all i wanna to thank to my new followers i got now and comments.I been appreciated to all of you.I know and we know sometimes we can feel worry about for everything.As my thoughts now,it is about my worry.As a young wife or a woman i will be always worried to my hubby if he still faithful with me.We are always chatting and seeing on a web cam.It is almost everyday but it is depends on the time of his work.As his words,he is always faithful he is not unfaithful.But sometimes i will been thinking maybe he is not.We are stay faraway each other and i cannot see him if he is still or not faithful.I was been applied entry visa and it was denied.Entry visa it can only process almost 3 months but mostly who been applying of this are also denied.I am now apply another visa which is called this Family Reunification.And i am waiting again and i am worried if it will be deny too.And i am very hoping so much it will be granted soon as possible.Family reunification visa are processing around of 8 months.It will be take so long more of waiting.And long time more again not to see each other.For me it is not good but i have no choice i need to wait.Then i looking forwarded to his place if i can accept and manage the climate there.Hubby said that it is a big different and changes with me there.About the food,custom and everything .His place is a coldest country.As what people i heard that Norway is very cold.I am worry about this if i can do this.How ever i am thinking that why people staying there they can survive and stay long.So, I think i can do that,maybe at first time i cannot.But hopefully this married will become successful and happy life.Have a great Monday everyone.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

My dreams

Hi guys,it is now Sunday.Sunday for the people who are catholic it is now time to go church.I am Christian catholic and my family too.But my hubby he is Christian protestant.We been marrying by mixed married.I think both of this having different belief.Even we have different name using to believe but all of us only having one god.As before when i was a little young girl.My dream to having good job and I was hoping too that i can meet a nice who are my first man and lover.My hubby now he is my only one man i been meeting in my life.Maybe you will not believed with me but i can say that's true.How ever my hubby he did not believed in the first time.But when we been meeting last years in 2007,i been explained that i never been meeting boyfriend.He was the one only i been meeting.I was tell him since i been leaving at mountain and was go down here at town i was been focusing my work and night study.I never felt love before.Even some of my classmate admired with me but i didn't felt anything.From i was starting as a working student and was study night high school and at day time work as a housemaid.This moment,it is very difficult to think it is not easy in like my age before.I been leaving at age of 13 years old after i been finished elementary school.I was leaving it's because i wanted to help some financial of my parents.But it was disguising and blessing some of one my employer was offered with me to work at day and night time studying.And at the meantime having a little salary then i supposed this to give at my parents.I am simple woman dreamed and wanted to help my parents and marry a nice man not rich of money but rich of love,care,passion and romance.Having happy families and successful married.I been sacrificed as working student even the time was came that father been accident i did not stop at school.I was thinking even i will be going to stop my father will not get well.As my age and profession i can't make it to having much income.Yes,i can work but as a housemaid and then the salary only little .And now i am a young wife that stay far away to my hubby.Stay boring without my lover.But i believe will be together soon and forever.Sometimes married life having up and down,in a bad and good days.Have a nice Sunday everybody.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Weekend again

Hello all,it's weekend again today.First of all i wanna to thank my new follower i got and also who the one to comment in my blog.Thank you so much all of you.I been shocked and happy because i got a new comment and follower.Even,i have a problems about the way by using my English speech here.The verbs,grammar and everything i been writing .But anyway,i believe i can manage this soon.Well,this blog is all about my life going on.Today it is Saturday and weekend day.And tomorrow it's Sunday church time.As today i been doing only cleaning outside and also inside the house.My mother planned to go home at mountain but at this afternoon have been raining until now this night. She cannot walked at wet land, because it is not good for her .And tomorrow we will see if having good weather.Maybe she can go home soon.Well,as my called at mountain this afternoon to know if they had still food there but my sister was saying they only ate a banana food.They have not more rice for cooking in every meal from yesterday until now.My mother worried about the situation of mountain.I can help only to give a little money for rice.But this money is not enough for rice consume only for few days.Probably problem with us are financial.But we can make ways to solve this all.I believe that all problems having solution.Okay guys,from bottom in my heart i wish you all happy weekend.

Friday, January 9, 2009

I am not perfect


Hello to all friends,it is another day again.As a new blogger here,i was thinking about myself.If how i can improve my own blog.I was choosing about life to consider my true and real life.My real experiences,challenges and happening in life.Sometimes it's full of up and down.As my situation now,I'd always full of down. Since i am young child until i was been married.First,i can't accept but i need to.All of this we know that it is a part of life.But several things I'd been thinking was about financial.But i think mostly people probably one of the problems is financially.Yeah,it is right,but this problem it can be solve then.Look like,i was been disappointed before about my outside personality.I was been worried my skin color before,i look like negra living at mountain.At mountain always exposed of the sun.So,the skin color will become dark.But i had dark skin color anyway.I'd also problem my ugly teeth.While i been smiling before I'd need to close my hand at mouth.Until i was founded my dear hubby at net.While he wanted to make me smile i was closed my mouth.Until we been first meeting before he was decided and promised that he wanted me to having brace.And now,i have braces both lower and upper.And at last i can make it to smile properly without closed my hand.I am very thankful to my dear hubby he did it to me.I can expose my teeth properly while i want to smile talk and feel comfortable. My hubby he loves my skin color,he don't want me to use lotion whitening but before i was wanted to have white skin.But now , i feel comfortable about my dark skin color what my hubby said before and until now i haven't beautiful skin color.I'd remember i was meeting first time he was compared about his skin color than to me.He was said, i have beautiful skin color and his skin color not good.My hubby said also dark color are famous at there place in Norway.But we know every country and every people we have different taste if we like dark skin color or either white skin color.Here at Philippines people love white skin and this is beautiful.But anyway i am not perfect,or everybody we are not perfect.We have different standard and like.We had different problems too.But now on,i been realizing is not good to look down at our self.Must better we needed to care and love what we are like we care and love to people and all of us to god.Happy Friday guys..

Thursday, January 8, 2009

My cosmetics






Hello guys,it is now again the other day.What should i do today?I been travel almost one hour to the small city here to get the little transferring to my hubby.I been buying my cosmetic for my hair and skin.I was buy Vaseline shampoo,Cream silk conditioner,johnson's baby lotion and powder too,also top gel soap.I love so much my hair if i am using Vaseline shampoo i feel my hair healthy, with have germ fighting formula and milk protein complex to help nourish and softer hair.And then,because i am learning so far using this cream silk conditioner with strength boost its can helps this to transform hair by targeting and correcting imperfections and i feel comfortable that my hair softer and stronger by reinforcing weak areas and infusing flexibility to help prevent hair breakage.It will looking shine ,flawless and beautiful hair.So maybe can try this choice those green those strength boost because its good moisturized and long lasting fragrance.Usually i don't want to be white skin because i never believe that in my skin color now ,i 'm not become white but i suppose using this top gel original papaya whitening soap.Is not because this only soap that has papaya squalene,vitamin E and C,AHA and collagen in a single bar.Not only this,it can deep cleanses our skin and remove excess oil making it smooth too,white and free from blackheads and pimples.And after i been shower or take a bath i been using all body lotion,i am using this johnson's baby lotion because i love to use this i feel very smooth my skin and it is clinically mildness proven.It can keep skin soft and moisturized and enhanced with rich skin and also help to retain skin's moisture and also to baby it can leave smoother and softer.And also johnson's baby powder it is made of fine tale,so skin feels silky smooth and fresh and cool.With fragrance and freshness everybody leaves.I like very to use this all because it's not useful only it is also affordable.Wow,if we try it,maybe you will like it..Okay guys see you soon.Happy Thursday everybody.