Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Hi,everyone..I am been up 2 am at this morning very early because my stomach pain ,i was went at comfort room.Then,i have my mens ,in every month i have this period time always sick my stomach.Why is it will be happen?What is the cause?Here,in Leyte this called "Dismenoria"that i s Bisaya and i don't know in English ,if what is it mean?And the date of my mens not exactly in every months .Do you think mind have something wrong or this is normal?I have been asking to myself because if i have period many blood will out.Should i need to go at doctor to have check up myself?I have no idea of this ,because from the beginning when i am starting menstration i have been this many blood out .So,i am hoping that i am ok?Every mens too i am also feel very tired,want to vomiting and another time i was do it vomiting.I want to sleep this time i cannot work and doing something because of pain and my day always not good mood..This will be happen to another woman too?
This past week,i was been at Cebu.I was join to my boss,her husband and two kids.We was planned to visit the church of Mama Mary which its called here" Simala".We was sacrifice to go there to have some blessing to come and bless my visa it will be granted.This church look like palace,it's very nice at inside of this church.If you notice this pictures where i am standing now,the view of this church at the mountain or hills.Much people go there to pray and thanks giving for the blessing come in life.
Mama Mary is a saints that she is crying,there some sick gone because they are prayer and sacrifice to visit her church .Much people saying thanks Mama Mary for being me well in sick and some for granted their visa.And i was pray that Mama Mary hopefully by your blessing it will be granted my visa soon,it's because i do missing my husband very much.Before my first applying visa was deny hopefully this next will be granted.We are expecting this time my visa will granted but so sad it was deny,we are expecting too that i will be at Christmas at the place of my husband.And i am hoping Mama Mary that my father can walk soon and gone his sick,and it will be solve our problem of my family.And also i am hoping that i will accept soon the climate,the food,and have good life with my husband which is happy,understanding,if have some problems it will be solve then and have some good job soon it because i will help my family and i want father bring back at doctor and have operation,i hope i can save money for this.Thanks for all mama Mary i hope ,i have good health everyday also my family and my husband.
At the time that he will back to meet and want to marry with me.He want me to go the international airport of manila to meet him there at in person then we need to go also at Royal Norwegian Embassy to get this Legal Capacity to Marry.Then,another day we was go home here at Leyte to process the documents to marry.And is not easy to marry have some seminars we was do seminars here at church of Hilongos. At last time,our wedding was settle on June 16,2008 at this year,at the time 2 pm the location at the church of Hilongos and my priest was Father Hope.And our reception at the back of the church.,the gym of Saint Theresa School.And after the wedding having still 3 days he will need to go home at Norway.It's been so sad we just spend only few days stay close with us.He will supposed to return at Norway at 21 of June but he cannot travel because having a stormy those time.But we just decided to go at Tacloban for the travel in that next day.He was left 20 of June here at Hilongos,but he was left at Philippines June 23,its because his ticket they need to refund.So,those time it is a day that my tears not gone,I was feel alone,crying because its really hard to stay faraway to our beloved husband but I cannot do we need to wait until I got visa.Anyway,I have been applying visa this is called "Entry visa"but i am denying,its also sad day we are expecting i can spent our Christmas there with him .And now,I am applying again this another visa which it called "Family Reunification and hopefully it will be granted soon so that I can travel on the way to my husband.