Weekend again

Hello all,it's weekend again today.First of all i wanna to thank my new follower i got and also who the one to comment in my blog.Thank you so much all of you.I been shocked and happy because i got a new comment and follower.Even,i have a problems about the way by using my English speech here.The verbs,grammar and everything i been writing .But anyway,i believe i can manage this soon.Well,this blog is all about my life going on.Today it is Saturday and weekend day.And tomorrow it's Sunday church time.As today i been doing only cleaning outside and also inside the house.My mother planned to go home at mountain but at this afternoon have been raining until now this night. She cannot walked at wet land, because it is not good for her .And tomorrow we will see if having good weather.Maybe she can go home soon.Well,as my called at mountain this afternoon to know if they had still food there but my sister was saying they only ate a banana food.They have not more rice for cooking in every meal from yesterday until now.My mother worried about the situation of mountain.I can help only to give a little money for rice.But this money is not enough for rice consume only for few days.Probably problem with us are financial.But we can make ways to solve this all.I believe that all problems having solution.Okay guys,from bottom in my heart i wish you all happy weekend.

I am not perfect

Hello to all friends,it is another day again.As a new blogger here,i was thinking about myself.If how i can improve my own blog.I was choosing about life to consider my true and real life.My real experiences,challenges and happening in life.Sometimes it's full of up and down.As my situation now,I'd always full of down. Since i am young child until i was been married.First,i can't accept but i need to.All of this we know that it is a part of life.But several things I'd been thinking was about financial.But i think mostly people probably one of the problems is financially.Yeah,it is right,but this problem it can be solve then.Look like,i was been disappointed before about my outside personality.I was been worried my skin color before,i look like negra living at mountain.At mountain always exposed of the sun.So,the skin color will become dark.But i had dark skin color anyway.I'd also problem my ugly teeth.While i been smiling before I'd need to close my hand at mouth.Until i was founded my dear hubby at net.While he wanted to make me smile i was closed my mouth.Until we been first meeting before he was decided and promised that he wanted me to having brace.And now,i have braces both lower and upper.And at last i can make it to smile properly without closed my hand.I am very thankful to my dear hubby he did it to me.I can expose my teeth properly while i want to smile talk and feel comfortable. My hubby he loves my skin color,he don't want me to use lotion whitening but before i was wanted to have white skin.But now , i feel comfortable about my dark skin color what my hubby said before and until now i haven't beautiful skin color.I'd remember i was meeting first time he was compared about his skin color than to me.He was said, i have beautiful skin color and his skin color not good.My hubby said also dark color are famous at there place in Norway.But we know every country and every people we have different taste if we like dark skin color or either white skin color.Here at Philippines people love white skin and this is beautiful.But anyway i am not perfect,or everybody we are not perfect.We have different standard and like.We had different problems too.But now on,i been realizing is not good to look down at our self.Must better we needed to care and love what we are like we care and love to people and all of us to god.Happy Friday guys..

My cosmetics

Hello guys,it is now again the other day.What should i do today?I been travel almost one hour to the small city here to get the little transferring to my hubby.I been buying my cosmetic for my hair and skin.I was buy Vaseline shampoo,Cream silk conditioner,johnson's baby lotion and powder too,also top gel soap.I love so much my hair if i am using Vaseline shampoo i feel my hair healthy, with have germ fighting formula and milk protein complex to help nourish and softer hair.And then,because i am learning so far using this cream silk conditioner with strength boost its can helps this to transform hair by targeting and correcting imperfections and i feel comfortable that my hair softer and stronger by reinforcing weak areas and infusing flexibility to help prevent hair breakage.It will looking shine ,flawless and beautiful hair.So maybe can try this choice those green those strength boost because its good moisturized and long lasting fragrance.Usually i don't want to be white skin because i never believe that in my skin color now ,i 'm not become white but i suppose using this top gel original papaya whitening soap.Is not because this only soap that has papaya squalene,vitamin E and C,AHA and collagen in a single bar.Not only this,it can deep cleanses our skin and remove excess oil making it smooth too,white and free from blackheads and pimples.And after i been shower or take a bath i been using all body lotion,i am using this johnson's baby lotion because i love to use this i feel very smooth my skin and it is clinically mildness proven.It can keep skin soft and moisturized and enhanced with rich skin and also help to retain skin's moisture and also to baby it can leave smoother and softer.And also johnson's baby powder it is made of fine tale,so skin feels silky smooth and fresh and cool.With fragrance and freshness everybody leaves.I like very to use this all because it's not useful only it is also affordable.Wow,if we try it,maybe you will like it..Okay guys see you soon.Happy Thursday everybody.

About problems

Hello all,And now is Wednesday,which are called this for the school wash day.This is day for laundry.And i been laundry also today.Laundry it is one of my hate work if the clothes is very plenty and no more washing machine only hand wash i was supposed to do this it's because no more washing machine yet.I have a problem about this because i very tired and having pain at my back.As i been tell before i was born on much problem.Well,as i heard some other people mostly and everybody have many problems.Which we could this trials,challenges and struggle and this is normal.If people have no more problem it is called abnormal?Is it true?Oh yeah,i guess so.From i was young girl i been notice that we are very poor from my grand father and grand mother and until now my parents too.Because only income to my parents those doing coconut wine from the coconut tree i think you are familiar of this.And last time when father not yet got accident he is also do farm like rice field,rice corn,planting sweet potato,bananas and everything can do as a farmer maybe this time it is not very difficult budgeting about financial.And even mother so far she been always sick but father still can work it is okay.But now both them got sick it is very difficult to manage all of this.It is okay if they have pension but no more.They are ordinary farmer only and mother at house too.And on last few past days mother bring back again at doctor and i don't money for this.But i just think it's ok no more i can make ways to got money for this.Then i must think that what i should do?So,i remember our wedding ring both ring i have here with me.So,i just pawn this ring.Anyway,mother did not agree she bring at hospital because of money.But i was say ,mother money i can make it way,if i will borrow i can pay that soon,but her life i can't pay and borrow.So,mother not know about this ring was pawn.Because if she know she will complaining.Until now i didn't yet get back.But i believe i can get back soon.Maybe you will ask with me if it is true?I can see you directly all my post here is all about my life.Ok,see you next time anyone and happy a great Wednesday.

Tuesday

Hi,anyone.Today here in my place the province part of Philippines have a good weather, no more rain and sun shine very wonderful.Thanks god the weather back normal and it can easy to work out.It is night time here now about 10:55 pm.This morning i have a wonderful day i were been seeing the sun shine and it is good to sweep outside so that the reflection of the sun and surrounding clean.And it is good to make the clothes dry.So,my aunties and i do laundry and it's nice that clothes dry because of sun shine.And this afternoon,i am starting to sit here and do blog but the power of electricity was lost and back at quarter to 4 pm here.Then,while i was back to open the computer i have another problem the internet connection too was lost.I have been waiting almost one hour while i am waiting i was cook rice for dinner and the main time i do shower too.After that i got text messages to my mobile phone and it is my hubby he is on chat then i am worried i was do call at internet office .Then,i was tell them my internet connection was lost and they was check that have something wrong in the devices. And at last my internet connection back and start talking to my hubby until quarter to 9 pm here and eat dinner.Then back here,visit the many site and drop also do blog.Well,as a young wife have many needed in life and have also responsibility to be a good wife.As my few experiences between my hubby and i before when he is here on married i feel so very great day.It so very nice have a partner in life binds together in bad and good days.For the few moment we spent it was very hurt when he was leaving Philippines.When we are at airport in Tacloban my tears was not gone.I feel very sad those moment and my hubby too.I did not forgot he said i am happy i will go home but i am not happy to leave you my dear wife and i will wait you at Norway and see you soon.wow,this is the moment i did not forgot in my mind until now but i have no choice need to accept and wait.I just think that we will together soon and would be forever.I keep only in my mind as a faithful wife.This is the manner should be good as a wife. I think is it..this is what we promise in ceremony at church in front of god and to people.Well,i have less experiences about married this is my first step i can know this soon.Happy Tuesday everybody..
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Happy three kings

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Hi,guys.First i wanna say sorry about my site that having content warning it's because i have been set wrong.But i think now it is better.And thank you for make up my mind that i have doing wrong.Because sometimes i am careless.I didn't read properly and understand some policies here at blog.Well,i am human not perfect.By the way,as i were been at church yesterday the priest said happy three kings everybody.But the priest confirm that is not yesterday the time of three kings but it will be tomorrow but tomorrow is not Sunday.Usually three kings were celebrating at Sunday time but they will celebrate advance thats why he said happy three kings.As i know three kings those 3 kings give some present to our Jesus Christ born.These 3 kings follow the shine of the star that where the baby Jesus was born.As what the priest said that celebrating Christmas until January 6 this is the time of three kings.It is now Monday here at Philippines,today is the starting day of back school,office work and other.It have been long time holiday this year.My uncle is a construction worker and he was said that this is the long time holiday with him.But for me is not honesty,i been long long time holiday because i am only here at aunties house then only doing housework and do this blog.I am feel boring anyway i want busy day those having work and income. But my hubby not agree i will work,he were disagree if i will say i want to work at big city.But also problem with me if i will work then the time the visa will granted hope so..so i need to leaving.Then,mostly like me i can work only a housemaid but they are wanted single.So, i am not acceptable.That's why i prefer only to stay house.Well,guys.. I wanna say again happy three kings and have a nice Monday.

Weekend time

Hello guys,It is now weekend today.But first of all i wanna to thank my comment i got now and very nice messages.And i am encourage myself not to give up.Wow,I am very proud to who comment in my blog and encourage with me to preserve.Yeah,it is true i can do English sooner and i am very hoping so much.But in my hope and gratitude i will do my best i can do this blog.And this is my way to influent my word.Today is Sunday afternoon again i am sitting ,writing and visiting many site here.This morning no more rain i been cleaning outside,it is now good weather the sun is back.And i will go to church after here at 4 pm.Well,every Sunday i am at church and pray,thanks for the good health i haven't everyday and for the blessing come.And i am hoping that he will give more good health ad blessing.And i ask also to god that my mother get well soon.She is still coughing and cannot sleep well but it's better now not like last time she cannot breath.Mother always got sick,she was been before also at doctor and she have maintaining medicine for her sick but because of lock of budget she cannot buy that's why she cannot drink medicine and her sick back.It's because she prefer the little money i give them for food.Anyway,i am breadwinner of my family,i have siblings 4 brothers and 1 sister and also my parents both them got sick.And i prefer only the little transferring to my hubby.My hubby have obligation too.And me i don't have work i just calculate only the money i got and do budget.But sometimes not exactly for food and also the medicine it's because it is also depending on how much the money i got.My brother do a coconut wine but it is also not enough for the consume.But we are still survive. I just think everything is only part in life and this is normal to everybody have many trial but i believe that from now on and soon it will be over.It is not easy to have life like this,and it's ok.In my blog it is about life and this is my true life i share here because i wanna to express what i have now in my thought and it is very sad .And all of this i recommend to god.Happy weekend anyone.

Another day again

Hi,it is Friday and second day of new year.First of all,i wanna thanks again those my followers and readers.Even though i have many wrong in using my words here like my verb,grammar and other speech.But,i am impressed that did you do to follow my blog.I know that my other word here is not good and have wrong evaluation.But i am glad that i make it,this is my opportunities that i can improve my word that what i am worry about.Well,while i am visiting to the many site here and drop,i been imagine that how i can improve myself for being a good blogger?Perhaps,maybe sooner i can do this.In the beginning it is difficult to made a perfect and a nice blog.Likewise,what my cousin saying i will learn soon.In the first time is not good but if will learn more probably i can make it.Oh,yes maybe i can do because i believe that they other people can do this, and why is it i am not?I think i need to get more things about exact word.I love English word to hear,speak and the way to pronounce this but my problem is i cannot do to speak in English fluently.I can understand some other word but some i can't like specific word.Oh,no!It is Friday again and tomorrow weekend time i am only doing today is to eat and wash the dishes and this morning i been laundry a few clothes to my aunties not much because here is always raining.Fortunately,must better i have much work like housework it better to me,i don't want only sitting,lay down every time because for me i want always move like i want busy day.Bad time for me if it is raining always,because i feel that i cannot go out at outside.If it have rain i am here always inside at house,for me is not better.I like to clean outside at house in backyard,i love to see the surrounding is clean.But it is ok it been raining as now,maybe soon it will be over.If i am starting here to sit at computer time pass quickly,this is good.Sometimes i forgot the day and date. No matter what i have to do i will think and very missing my hubby it's because long time we will not meet again.Since,we been marry on last June 16,2008 until now we are not yet meeting again.It's very very hard to stay faraway with him but i have nothing to do and no choice i need to wait until my visa granted. And hope so it will be soon.Have a nice day everybody..

New year

Hi,everybody..I am back now here to do this blog it's been long time i am not here its because i have some important to do starting Sunday afternoon,i miss this always i visiting the site here at entrecard but i was do so to leaving because it is emergency.I was starting here to sit and do blog at Sunday afternoon but i did not continue it's because i was been receive a text messages in my cheap mobile phone that my mother will need to bring at hospital it's because she cannot breath so i suggest to off the computer and left to go at hospital.Then,i was arrive at hospital and i see mother at emergency room with a doctor and some of my helpful neighbor assist to my mother and some of my auntie waiting outside and i ask what happen to mother and they are saying she cannot breath.And she been finish at emergency room,she been have ashma from she was younger until now,she need nebulizer so that she can breath.Her sick it is called dyspnea.She is pitty it's because she cannot sleep well and always coughing every minute.Starting Sunday afternoon until Dec.30 staying at hospital she was decided to go home even the doctor not agree it's because she is not well but mother do so to leaving she don't want she will at hospital to celebrate the new year.And then we are now at my aunties house she cannot go at mountain because always raining here and it is difficult with her to travel it is very wet the land there.And we prefer to stay here until now and still she always coughing.Very sad at time of new year now we are not complete ,mother wanted we are complete but of her situation we are not celebrating in whole family.My auntie busy at time of new year she was been cooking for special dish for new year and i was been helping too i have no time to sit here and do this blog because i been at hospital and i am tired too from there i did not sleep well also there.And yesterday i was do the blog but the internet connection was lost. And now i am here i will visit again the site and drop and i am very enjoying to read. I am sorry that i am not here for some days.But i will happy to say new year everyone.....

My life today

Hello,everyone..Today is Saturday here at Philippines and i didn't know today is Saturday i been expecting it's a Friday.I been asking to my aunties what is it day today?and she said it's Saturday and tomorrow is Sunday it's church time and i was remember i didn't go at last Sunday at church because i got sick.Well,sometimes i did not know the time and the day and also the date .But today i was been wake up at 6 am here at Philippines time i was been fix first my bed and direct at comfort room to wash my face and then at sala to open the window and sweep the floor inside my room and also the other parts of the house.Then,i think must better i will wash the clothes then i been finish laundry,and after that i been eating breakfast and brush my teeth then was the dishes and sit here at computer to visit the blog site here and drop.I was been starting here at computer to visit the blog site here at 9 am ,it's very slow the internet connection this morning but i was continue dropping until it's time for lunch i been cooking for rice at 10:30 am,then after that i was also been eating for lunch and wash the dishes again and back to sit here and start dropping the site until 3:30 pm i wanted to stop because it's very very low loading,i must think must better to sweep the outside surrounding it's because have many falling dry leaves. In the past day here always been raining so outside look very messy much of dry leaves.It will takes almost one hour sweeping outside it's not only much leaves it's also big space to sweep,then i am already finish at quarter 5 pm.,then i am showering,dress on and open the computer again then while do dropping here my auntie call me it's time to eat i been eating wash dishes again and sweep floor again and brush teeth and sit here again and dropping until i am finish dropping and do this blog.
Well,my cousin tell with me about this blog, she is doing also blog here and she offer me to do too.In the first time,i don't want it's because i have a problem about speaking in English,i am only high graduate less of doing very good in speech,like have exactly in punctuation,grammar and the way how to use English words.But my cousin convince with me must better i will do too so that i can also learning about this way in English speaking.So,i am trying now,i was starting do the blog this past weekend and start also to member at entrecard and i have been notice and see that it's very fun!Many blog i been visit and read and interesting,this is only by thought and also by imagination,and everything.Well,well i am happy now i do this because even my blog not so good but i am very thankful those who have now my follower and comment in my blog ,and hope so it will continue that it will follow my blog and comment too,it's only about this in my life situation everyday,my experiences,and challenges.
Perhaps,it is also can help with me so that i will not feel boring and the time will past quickly and not counting the days and thinking much that i am waiting the confirmation about my visa.But it's better i do this too because maybe i can earn also this blog.Because my cousin support her parents it's because of this blog.I want also i can have income so that i can help also my parents not only i am waiting for the transfering little money from my hubby.I want to help too but i need to wait for 90 days for the paying post approval,because they will not accept the blog is not older 90 days.And hope so they will agree and confirm my blog,i will hope,see you next time..Happy holiday to all readers and follower...Advance happy new year everyone..

Christmas over and time for a new year

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Hello,the Christmas is over now and we will ready and prepared this coming new year in 2009 again.Maybe we will see bye 2008 and welcome 2009.I wanna think what is my resolution this new year.?What i need to say good bye for the past year 2008.We are spending 12 months every years.From now on,maybe i will be happy this year will over now and look for the 2009 time because i have short time waiting for my confirmation of my visa and hope so in this past months and i can heard news for the immigration of Norway hope and god know that he can do possible.And my resolution for this year i want my attitude change those negative attitude,like negative thinking and i want to be positive always and have faith and believe in myself and all of us in god.And also have confident always be a brave woman and trust in self that all problems come will over soon.And also must think good things for the future and believe in self and also another.Likewise we believe in god as we believe in self and also the urgent things is do as good thing in a best way.In this years i have many tears gone in my eyes because of many challenging come and problems like my family situation for financial problem the first one and my love gone in my side stay faraway with me and it's so hard this and those time i was waiting visa then we are expecting me and my hubby will be granted but it was deny.I am very confused and very sad this time,over night crying and we hope this new year and becoming month i have heard a good news hope so.And have good health everyday and also keep away from the accident,sick and bad temptation.And i will thanks this year to god that he is keep me in brave woman and still doing right way as his daughter.And thanks fro everything that he keep me very strong this year.Thanks for the good health,graces and everything and still stay in my heart.

Christmas time today

Hello guys,it is now Christmas today here at Philippines and this is the time is Jesus was born.And last midnight we are been at church with my aunties ,cousin,husband of my cousin,and with their son.We are more than one hour the ceremony of church ,starting 10 pm until 11:30 pm and this the time when Jesus was born.I just think maybe i am lucky because even i am poor,have many problems come in life i am still stand up facing all problems because i believe that i can solve this soon.And maybe i will thanks to god i have good health today on his time of when he is born. And also my family even they are far away with me they are saying merry Christmas .And maybe i will say too very thank you Jesus no more accident spent with me today even i am alone i am stay faraway to my husband and even it is so sad but i will imagine and believe that we will stay together soon and live together and hopefully will successful married.That me and my husband binds and live that have peace,happy and even have problems come it will be solve and have faith each other and hope it is faraway from temptation.Hope it will complete and have some angels with our life that happy.And have good moral always and believe in god.With respect each other,with in good communication everyday no more quarrel it will be ok later then. I know have a good days and bad days come in life and that is what i am hoping i can face it all.I know not all time have good days maybe in other days it is bad .In my age now i am wondering what is my life going on and what is my good moral do in my life.Maybe we can say we are not perfect human,we made all people made by god but is not perfect and fair.But god give us all what we need in life and mostly people not content of this.Thats why,now as this time have many changing creation.Is not god made but it is man made like now have some high tech technology like this computer it is made by man but man made by god maybe it is fair because of god we not here all human.Maybe we think all is made by god without him we cannot see,eat,walk,a and everything.So,i think life will pass by because we are not own our life it is from god if he want to get him back we cannot do, that why thanks god for all the problems and those happiness ,experiences come in life.I am happy you give this all trials,problems so that i can have some experiences and i can move on.By doing of my trust ,believe and loving you i will give my life to you.And hope you will obey all the time what i will need to do which in good things or bad things..We love you Jesus Christ and Merry Christmas everyone.

Nestle fresh milk

Hello guys,Merry Christmas to everybody and enjoy the holidays!You know and i know that we are knowing this Nestle fresh milk.AM i buying yesterday this fresh milk at neighbor town here in my town,and it is cost or worth 63.75 pesos at content 1000 ml.This fresh milk we can introduce to our family that we make milk expert for over 140 years experiences of this milk.Nestle fresh milk 100 percent fresh cow's milk.And it is build stronger and healthier to our bones.And also helps in our calcium strengthening in our child's bones and milk is one of the sources of calcium.And also to our mother this is good also to our health.Like me i like this to drink because it is good and it is from cow's milk and it is imported milk produced from new Zealand and for nestle Philippines Inc.

Counting hour before Christmas

Here now at Philippines is ready for the celebration for the Jesus Christ was born.In later while it is Christmas time,and everybody busy for they preparing special food for the family.It's now counting hours and later all people will go to at church for the mass to celebrate the Christ was born.In midnight here 12 pm,it is the Christmas time here,until tomorrow midnight too..So i guess everybody will enjoy and happy that they are celebrating in whole family.

My experiences in my cheap cellphones

Hello guys,We know that every year have a Christmas once a year and this is the time have many sale,free or another that have less prices of the many things we need to buy or shopping and it is some of this are cellphones.Cellphones is a useful to everybody and also with me.Anyway,i am using a very cheap cellphones or we called this mobile phone but usually this is the common words cellphones.This is very nice for me it is not expensive we can deal if in case it will lost or gone.We know that everybody wanted a very nice cellphones and it is brand new.But if we consider a free cellphones this for Christmas.Yes,i am gladly that i can have free cellphones this year it is one buy take one it is very good .We can buy one and have free for one !Oh, yes,and its is affordable and very useful to everybody.Look guys if we always have everyday Christmas and have many things free or less prices for shopping it is really good to anyone and even it is a little have income they can afford .Usually if you buy one and you have another one and this one cellphones you can give this to another wanted cellphones and maybe this is the Christmas gift for those you wanted to give this things to our special someone or to our families or another relatives like that or maybe in neighbors .So guys,if you want to try this you can see and you can feel oh yes ,it is true..Have good shopping for this Christmas and enjoy the time that we celebrate the Jesus Christ was born and have good health everybody take care.

Nestle milo drink

Hi,anyone.I know nestle Milo is familiar to everybody but i want you know that Milo is my favorite to drink i was been buy this in a few days before i got sick in a little groceries here in my town. I like this very much because it is a tonic food drink and it is more nutritious and very delicious.And i was buy 600g and and it is worth of 115 pesos.And i like this very because it have natural goodness of Proto malt,milk,cocoa plus Actigen-E.And have also malt extract with a mixture of different types of carbohydrates that provide energy and nutrients and body needs.Have also combination of b vitamins and micronutrients and good source of niacin,phosphorus,iron and calcium level with enriched levels of vitamins B1,B6,B5,B8,Magnesium and Vitamin C to help optimize the release of energy from protein,carbohydrate and fat in our food this is Milo is from Philippines.While i have sick i was drink this and its very good to your body it can have added energy that is what i have been experiences and this what i was drink every morning.And my cousin she is now from USA Wisconsin,she been choice she was tying to a US Milo and she taste not good and she was prefer to Philippines Milo it is really good and very sweet.Have many kind of Milo,it have a chocolate bar,Milo drinks in can.and in Milo sachet.,or in bottle ,and etc..

Got sick

Hello,i didn't do blog in the past days because i got fever those flu.It was very heat over my the body and very pain my head.But i am ok now,so i hope it will continues and no more sick come into my body.It's not easy to have sick very tired your all body and you cannot eat normally only i was little.And i want to vomiting,but i didn't only i feel to vomit.The taste is bitter not good for food so i want to eat those sweet food .And i hate to drink this medicine it's because it is bitter but i cannot do if i will not to drink i will not well so i do to drink and now i am feel better.

Life of chicken

Hi guys,its me again.We know that chicken have many speciality food can make.Like chicken curry,fried chicken, and chicken soup etc.But all of this i don' know how to cook.I just only know to boil this eggs and fried eggs.Fried eggs can make sandwich to a bread.Usually this fried egg is easy to cook too.This usually we eat this at morning in breakfast time.

Help me!

Hi,guys..I am a young wife that need to know more about married life.Please help me guys.I have a problem to make food or to cook food like special food.I can manage to prepared the ingredients but I am worried the taste i cannot do that.I can do that simple food,like cook rice usually this easy to make but they other i know is fried the fish,or the other food that coke easy.I want to make special food and good ingredients but how i will probably problem this taste.I cannot adjust to put the salt or the other thing to put at the food to make the taste better.Please guys help me if you have time to put some idea or comment here i will be very thankful..

One week before christmas

From now,one week before Christmas time,many people busy to prepare food for "nuche buena",they will go to shopping at mall they other stay at city like in Manila City.I heard now at news much people they problem now the stocks of the groceries no more stocks for the food for preparing this coming Christmas.Mostly at city they want at mall or market but here at province only here at town buy some food for this.We counting now the days before the Christmas.Some people prepared for the present things to give there special someone for the parents ,couple,daughter,son,grandfather,grandmother,aunt,uncle and neighbor and other relatives because this is the special day for sharing love,sharing blessing.Mostly this is the happiness that all moment in Christmas have all family binds together.Celebrating the time when Jesus Christ was born.Having fun!Enjoy the happiness this time if all family have stay together.But for me many Christmas maybe i am unhappy,this last Christmas i am staying with my boss not to my family.And my family too not celebrate this time only they are sleeping.Because after father got sick,we are problem with us financial and medicine for him.The income for my brother not exactly and me i am also give a little for the consume only everyday with them.No more extra to have some special food to celebrate.But its ok,even we problem this we also thankful to god that we are still alive to continue life ,i know god stay with us all the time we know,he have for all to help to listen if we pray we hope next Christmas my family binds together and accept that this is the destiny with father life hopefully that we have always good health,we can 3 times a day.no more sick,no more accident if have some little problem i hope it will solve then.I am hoping that this Christmas i will be in my husband but so sad i was denying my visa,i was crying the time i was receive the visa and was think to that we have chances that my visa granted soon maybe god have some reason why it is happen. But very sad that my husband celebrate alone this Christmas.He got angry and sad he was expecting that i will be come him this Christmas but he thinks too that this is not the end of the world we have many chances time,but we need to wait.We have no choice we need to wait soon and pray that my visa it will granted.This is the another challenging in life that stay faraway with my dear husband and long time didn't meet again.Since we are married on last June until now we did not meet again.Maybe there some reason why god do this way with us....