This pictures was taken on when my the family of boss having reunion.My boss took with me under the palm tree.And in other pictures you can see there they auntie's of my boss.They have blood of Chinese and the right is my boss wearing green blouse next is me wearing maroon obvious i think and in my back one of they auntie of my boss she is Eva,the same name the next and last is Bebie.My boss was want me to joined with them and haven't enjoying with them too.They been very fun,they are singing,dancing and the kids doing some games and also the mothers and fathers.And at the afternoon not so much heat of sun they was swimming. They haven't fun for their reunion.If you noticed my boss is not looking having 2 already kids she look a lady right?She have 2 kids one boy name John Clark 12 years old and he is now grade six this coming school open and she have one daughter too name Frances Marian,11 years and she will be grade 5 this coming school year.

Tuesday and last day of month

Hello,is now the end of march and until now no more yet news about my application from immigration in Norway.So hard this situation and i know that i am not the one experience like this.Well,i always complaining now of waiting this long time processing of my application i hate this..I'd always saying very tired of waiting,from the beginning until now i never adjust my character always complaining and act like a childish.I'd always make a problem to my husband i am the one to create like i am very tired i need to leave Leyte.But i cannot leave Leyte because i have braces i need to check up and adjust every month.Then i complain my situation also here about my house i am not staying in permanent house.And now i am not staying in my auntie's house i am here in my boss before when i am working student,and about communicating in my husband we chatted in cafe because in my auntie's computer already destroyed.Then i am wasting money to paid the internet bill every month because i haven't contract one year at company then i just using 3 months only so my decision of connecting the internet was wrong very crazy.But i think is ok i think very difficult about processing and i tried to accept this i hope i can..

I can't sleep

After i chatted to my hubby i got many tears gone because it is a bad news i got today.We expected is not so long time waiting after he been at interview but we are wrong.He is always calling and email at immigration and they said may takes several months more processing.Oh no,every moment we chatting here with my husband he will saying you have visa soon.And i say when?And now this night i can't sleep i am thinking much and while i write here my tears always drop.It is okay my visa will takes so long if my hubby is always visit with me here but he have short time vacation only of his work.Once a year he have few days vacation likewise in my wedding time it was only few days.It's very pity we did not been taking honeymoon. After few days he was go back to go home Norway.It's very hard the situation like this.But i know i don't have no more choice i need to wait more more time until become crazy.

Tuesday

This pictured was took on my hubby was first visiting on me here on Philippines he was took with me when we are at swimming pole.He was likes to swim at pole when he feels very hot.And he was wanted with me to
wearing the bikini.You know those time my first experience i can expose my body and i was said i don't want because i shy.Well,i tried and i was thought of this time what the used this bikini if i don't want to wear.!And why i shy?So,this time we are always at swimming pole mostly everyday and i am looked very tanned of this time because of the heat of the sun.I am looked like negra.lol

Hello,thanks for my friends give some nice comments here on my blog.I'd tried to keep writing here so that i can improve my grammar.And this some days ago i was changed my template here.I thought this is nice so i tried and looked very good.As usual i don't have still news from immigration as now.And yesterday we are been talking my hubby he was said that he been wrote a emailed to the immigration an angry mailed.Because he was said why the immigration process the application long long time and they are only focus to the people from Africa that this is illegal and why they are not focusing those legal application like mine.We are eager to know what is the response from the immigration later when we chat.I don't know the procedures about this processing my documents and why is it its takes long long time?At the first time we applied an Entry visa and was denied.In a site of Royal Norwegian Embassy the processing of this visa will takes only 3-4 months but after 2 and half months i was got noticed that it was denied and we are know now that those people applied of this almost denied.My hubby was angry at the immigration and he was said why the immigration not saying at their sites that mostly people applied of this mostly denied and not also said we can apply at once the Family Reunification visa.This visa process around at 8-9 months but hubby was asked at the immigration if my papers are already verify it will not takes so much long time.But until now not yet still confirmation.I'd always complaining maybe this is my altitude look like childish this one also i need to change.I feel eager to know the result of this so that i can have way we see each other again.But sometimes i will think maybe i am excite because we miss each other.But my some friend advice that while i am still here at Philippines i need to enjoy my time here because when the time i will at my hubby's place i am alone and lonely.So, guess so because i don't have family except him.Instead i need to complaining i need to see in positive sides maybe is not time as now to go there because i need to finish my braces and at their sun is back so is not so cold there when i come.Hope so soon i will be travel when sun is back...

Wanted peace of mind

Hello,..From the beginning i don't have peace in my mind.I'd always think my obligation as a good helper and as a good working student and also a good daughter that can help to my parents a little financial.I think always how we can survived our financial problem and health problem.Is not that I'd always think also about our staying faraway to my hubby if when we can meet again.I don't know about this visa why is it's very long time processing!Sometimes i cry and maybe i will become crazy this situation.And also my hubby he thinks about this long time processing he want to get angry but we have no choice.He was called again this morning the immigration of Oslo Norway then they are saying they got the application sent from the police there town of my hubby but not already pass to the department of Family Reunification.So he want to call this coming the end of this week to know if they pass the application to the department.He want to push it because they will pass also to the embassy of Manila.So very long time processing really and we are not sure what is the result about this..But hubby think positive we are legally married so no more reason to deny again..We hope so we will see then if the result is come and i will wait so much long long time...

Weekend

Hello guys,how are you all?First of all i wanna thanks to all my loyal friends here.And so long time i didn't do blog here because i am worried about my grammar.I ashamed to write here as now but i try to do my best.At first time this is my problem.But maybe this is the way i can improve my words.But i am happy that their some people complain about my grammar.So that i can improve this soon.I believe that try and try until to success.lol..I have no more yet good news about my application as now.But after my husband interview until now no more yet news from immigration.But my husband said he will call next week to the immigration to know if what the application going on.This Family Reunification visa will be process around 9 months.Then my husband said he was asked to the police there town if the documents confirmed already it will not long time process.Because i was already applied and passed my application at Royal Norwegian Embassy at Manila before to applied those Entry visa but it was denied.But we will see what happen this next week the result..Happy weekend everybody...

My weekend

Hello,on my weekend i was at mountain to celebrated the fiesta in our sitio.I was visited at our small church or chapel there to attend mass and prayed.I was stayed two overnight there and this afternoon i got home in my Aunties house.As usuall i am doing little housework here.Even at mountain i spent my whole family but i was feels sad that my one special long time we not met again.So sad..hohoho..but no choice we both tired of waiting and we both hope it will granted soon.We hope so much..Have a nice day guys..

My Look!

Hello anyone,i am really guilty about my looked.In my complexion i am morena and little tall my hieght.I was born on 1987.Then i am running 22 years old now this coming june 20,2009.I am guilty about my looked because i am looking 25 years of age.Many people saying that i am looked 25 years old but i am not really 25 years old.But i was asked why they are think that with me then they are saying because of my complexion dark?But i think so..I am not matured of the age like that.Sometimes i think look like 20 down.That what i am worried maybe people saying that i am abnormal lol..

Grandfather Death Anniversary

Hi guys,today is Sunday the day for church and death anniversarry to my grandfather,But my grandpa i never see him i was a little kids when he was death.I just known to my parents that my granpa is his death anniversary today 15 in February.Well,because of this day we haven't little occasion,prayed and having some special food preparing.So,from this morning i been up early because my auntie wake up with me because they goes at church with my uncle and i am the to stay at house while they are at church.Then,i been up too in bed and fix and sweep the many dry leaves outside.And until some of my auntie coming from mountain and my cousin to prepared food for this occasion.Much work today with me,helping for cooked and i am the one washed all the dishes even i having mens and every i having mens my stomach very painful but it's ok i was manage until now.Happy weekend everybody..

Valentines day today

Hi anyone,first of all i wanna say happy valentines to all my fellow and loyal friends here in blog.And wanna say thanks for those nice comment i got.One i got messages and complain about my wrong grammar,yeah that's it my problem my wrong grammar.I wanted to be a good blogger here but my problem is how i can manage my right grammar.I wanna to apologize to all my readers and friends about my blog becuase sometimes is not exactly in writing.But all i wrote here it is really truth.I am very sorry about this i want to improved this problem i don't want to give up and i am very hoping that soon i will be a good blogger and a good speech in english.To all our friends as i been studying i really hated subject in english but i loved to speak,heard and understand it.But my problem is not fluently i can talk very so sorry anyway.Instead i want to stop blogging here but i think this is the best way i need to improved it.But thanks that you do to informed with me that i need to check out my grammar.As what i am telling before my blog is about my real life.Today is a day for heart that full of love to our special someone that is what i am knowing about valentines day...lol..But even no present from anyone i got only a very early messages that the reason i was up early a text messages from computer in my hubby a word of happy valentines day with him and me.Well,that's it not so romantic lol..I never recieve a present when the time we celebrate a heart day.Here in Philippines this time we celebrated for special day for everyone but i think some other country not.For them it is not common.But we are greatfull that pinoy is the best to showing love.lol..not so..And again happy valentines day!

Midnight time

Hi guys,it's now Friday midnight.I am doing now this blog at midnight time.As i was said before i am not always here to do this blog as now it is base on my computer condition.Like now the colorful on my screen having again not good to see anyway on screen .This midnight not good feeling because many past of special days it so very sad with me.Tomorrow it is a valentines day.And you know always alone my life again with out partner.Likewise on past x-mas and new year very sad.Every night i was thinking always and asking myself when the time we will be together.Sometimes i will be think must better i need to give up but i cant deny myself that no need to give up and never to do it.I will feels this because i am very tired of waiting now.So sorry sometimes i am very emotional and i think is not good this way.But sometimes i will think and say to god thanks for this life you give it now,for all graces and everything even some trials i need to face off hopefully god you will gives me more strong strenght and faith that i can manage all of this.Happy valentines day to all my fellow friends.

Very hard to having braces

Hi guys,as usual it is Tuesday today.Yesterday i was at my dentist clinic and was been adjust again my brace.Since March we been starting adjust my braces is not easy i cannot eat properly,very hard to bite for anything food if it hard,i can eat only soft food look like soup,bread or another food that soft.To having this braces the one i become very thin but i am usually thin when i am from manila because of much work there.Very painful at the first time i been always crying and now almost one year but my teeth now is ok.It is very nice looking and i can smile without closed my hand not like before i will be closed it.Well,not hard to having this but i feel comfortable now then it is aline my teeth very nice to see when i smiling .But every month is always adjust this and very painful after.Then my hubby asked and i asked my dentist if when i recommend my braces but dentist say that the teeth is ok and maybe next month i will having retainer i am happy that it will be done.Very hard to brushing,i am using also small brush for the center in my teeth.I am happy now it will be done soon..

Sometimes i will be acted look like childish.

Hi everyone,here in philippines time almost midnight.I cannot sleep because i having now problem in my stomach(in bisaya kabuhi).But it will be okay sooner.As i been telling here at past day i cannot so much used this computer it is because i am afraid it will be broked again.I am just think it can be wasting to much money to always fixed and buying again memory of this old desk top here at house of cousin.What my hubby say that must better i was prefered at internet cafe if we knows it will be happened like
this the computer here.But it's my fault i did not think the smart way where i can saved i just think if when i can easy way to talked with him but it is very late to complaining and i cannot stop also the internetconnection because of i been signing the contract of one year even though i will be requesting to closed the internetconnection i will be continued paying the internet bill until it will finished one year contract.My hubby was too late to getting angry with me because i did not confirm with him about the contract.Well,i accepting my fault but what my hubby said also is not alone my fault because he was been saying also okay and agree i will be having here internet while waiting not because it is not easy for me to go at internetcafe to chatted with him at meantime sometime we can chat midnight.In this past day we have been misunderstanding about payment and financial then i been act lok like childish.We been agreement about his transferring but he was forgot and then i am expecting so much this is for the payment of internet bill and etc.Then i been getting angry and been act not good with him but at the meantime we been talking,explaining and listening each other and it's okay now.As i been experiencing likewise before he was been here with me if he will gives with me a little problem i will be act look like childish and crying i don't know i got easily crying.This is unmatured acting and thinking,negative expression i need to changed this.Not only to open minded and also to be analized what having reason this will be happened.Well,as i know this quarell and misunderstanding is part of married but i think we need to calming,talking,listening,understanding by communicating in good way.Hohoho...i think this is not only this problem i think having so much problem will be come and we hope and i hope i can manage all this..Thanks for those my loyal friends here that giving with me some nice advisory and Happy weekend anyone.

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it's been long time i was not here to do this blog and visiting in the EC because i was a problem in a computer.And now a little ok .But not much i will be visiting at EC because i am afraid again to having a problem this computer.It is now February a little news about my documents processing.The police at town in my hubby place that he is probably go next week for interview.We hope after this interview is not much time for waiting more.It is because we been long time we did not see each other again since we been married on last June 2008.And we very hoping that it will come the time and good news my visa will granted.And thanks for my kind friend who are gives some advices and nice messages.I hope you will be take care always and happy Thursday anyone.

I am back

Hello guys,i am now here to do blog.Yesterday i did not doing this blog it is because i haven't problem of my monitor at my aunties house about this screen having many colorful.So i think this computer no need to fixed more because it is been long time did not used before i do to connect the internet again.As my cousin say when she been using before it is always having problem so i guess no need to spent and wasting money again to fixed this it will be useless if i will be doing to do it again.I am here now at my boss house,i am here because i am the one to keep her two kids and the house she having a working student like me before but my boss not trust her so much then she been asking and favored with me to stay here while she leaving out of the town.Which is called here big city at cebu where her husband stay there for studying and review then they want to visit at Mama Mary church at Simala when we been before.Then i will be back home then at house of aunties when they back here too my boss at house.

Monday again

Hi guys,It's Monday again.This day the first time go back at work and school.And usually for the people not working and studying look like me only at house you can feel very tired day and not everyday it is every second very tired waiting for the time will be passing quickly.As my situation now i am complaining to my hubby that as he knows that i am very tired now of waiting this visa then he also said that he too very tired of waiting but he said that he never give up and he said too with me be positive,think for the future that we will be together soon and staying forever.And i am hoping this time but still feel very boring and lonely time not this day but for this past and coming more days.Well,this is the one i need to face off waiting very long time and i am hoping to myself that help me god that i can manage all this not today and also for the coming many days.Oh no,sometimes i am complaining in myself that if i know before is very hard and very difficult to inlove a man stay farway with me maybe i did not want to do myself to having this relationship but this what i been having now,nothing i can do as now or no more choice i need to wait.Everyday and every night i am thinking very much and asking myself what my life going on if no more partner forever.You know guys as i been experiencing for the few time we been spending my partner last time we meeting it is very different if you are alone.As my experience and i been feel it's very happy if you having partner in life.For the happines both of us and sharing everytime for the sadness and happiness everyday.I miss the things that my partner is always in my side.Wow,it is a big diffirent but i know as a married life it is normal having disappointed,misunderstanding.Well,this is my first step and i don't know what will be going on in the future we can see that soon guys.Today,i am only doing little housework,normally staying here at inside at house.And ofcoures also tomorrow and thinking much about for the coming days what i need to be doing soon.Happy Monday everybody.

Sunday

Hi guys,It's a Sunday today again.First of all i wanna say thank you for those who was followed my blog.Thank you so much of you all.I am here now to do this blog as usual is all about only what i been doing everyday and what is happening in my life in everyminute and every day.Because it is Sunday today here at Philippines we been at church with my aunties,uncle too.In our neighbor town,which it is fiesta today for the Senior Santo Nino.He is little Jesus Christ.This place we called this Bato Leyte,I was born at province and part of Bato.We lived at mountain in Bato.And my family will be still staying there now.And i am now here at Matalom Leyte town .I been suppossed here to stay it is because it's having anyway this old computer that long time my cousin been using this after she been leaving here at Philippines.Then,i been also today at mountain to go there to look this school ID to my classmate were i having this before.Then i am forgot now where i been putting this and i don't know now.This ID is very important to my classmate she will be getting passport then the one of the requiremets is old ID.And until now,i didn't see it and i am worried now,must better i been keeping safely.But oh no,where is this things! I am worried now to my classmate she is crying she been texting now in my cheap mobile phone.Oh my god,help me.!I hope i can remember where is this now.Happy Sunday guys..Diva senior!!!!!

Weekend again

Hi guys,weekend again today.I wasn't do a blog yesterday.I been visiting again my boss house again.Then we were travelled too at city almost one hours.I did not open this computer too becuase i wasn't doing well.Not feel i am been travelling.So i was supposed to sleep early last night.And i am not comfortable also to use now this computer i am afraid and worried because having a problem again about this screen had a many color and i don't know why?Maybe it is also the one can broked again this.And fix again!Oh my god,this computer is old and long time not yet been using after my cousin leaving went at USA.I think one reason of this it is because long time not been using or eithier the monitor having a problem.Oh no!I don't know what i should br doing now.I have much spent this i been buying a memory.Maybe i need to off the line of internetconnection if incase it will be broked again this computer.But my problem is it is one month already i did to install this internetconnection and i had contract and mostly one year.And then even it you want to close it it will be continued the payment of this.Oh no! must better i will be prefered at the internet cafe.But most of the time having i cannot go and far also here the cafe that also what i am worried.Almost we will be chatting my hubby at night i cannot do to stay at net until midnight the cafe will be closed this time.Oh my god,what should i need to do.But i will be tried at another man to fix this computer maybe having some chances to do it.Ok guys,happy weekend.

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it is now Thursday again.As far i been posted yesterday my life issues maybe mostly of you cannot understand or misunderstand what i been mean but actually don't matter at all this is my business.As i been always saying my blog it's part my real life what i will be doing as now,later,tomorrow,yesterday and everyday.As usual i been wake up this morning at 7 am then i was doing only clean and sweeping the inside and outside of the house.Then i been recieved text messages in my cheap mobile phone that my dentist my braces she want me to go there clinic to having these elastic rubber to put in my braces to close properly the gap.Well,after i been there at clinic i been also visiting my boss and talking for everything.And i been buying her garage sale blouses.It already use and she wanted to sale becuase she don't like anymore.It is we called also second hand but it is still nice and clean.I been thinking also i don't having much blouses for suiting at travelling and at church too.Then,it's alright becuase it can be useful all this for me and i liked also blouses.And everything it is so fine i enjoyed suiting all this,it is also fit with me and very nice looking in my body becuase i am slim too.As all you know,before i didn't used sexy blouses i just want only simple clothes but after i been meeting my hubby i am very loved to use sexy blouses.Hubby wanted and liked to see with me i am wearing sexy blouses and dresses.He been saying it is very nice and very fit with me.So,maybe he is my inspirations why i been doing this now.Well guys,my life is very historiable maybe look like artist but i having only my own movie.I know we are artist but we had own movie in life..Hehehe...I don't know if i am right what i am talking about movie.But seriously,yes i think because we had all problems but not the same at all.But i beleived that God not gives strength if not having solutions.Having a nice Thursday everyone and stay foot all..