Monday, February 23, 2009

My weekend

Hello,on my weekend i was at mountain to celebrated the fiesta in our sitio.I was visited at our small church or chapel there to attend mass and prayed.I was stayed two overnight there and this afternoon i got home in my Aunties house.As usuall i am doing little housework here.Even at mountain i spent my whole family but i was feels sad that my one special long time we not met again.So sad..hohoho..but no choice we both tired of waiting and we both hope it will granted soon.We hope so much..Have a nice day guys..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

My Look!



Hello anyone,i am really guilty about my looked.In my complexion i am morena and little tall my hieght.I was born on 1987.Then i am running 22 years old now this coming june 20,2009.I am guilty about my looked because i am looking 25 years of age.Many people saying that i am looked 25 years old but i am not really 25 years old.But i was asked why they are think that with me then they are saying because of my complexion dark?But i think so..I am not matured of the age like that.Sometimes i think look like 20 down.That what i am worried maybe people saying that i am abnormal lol..

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Grandfather Death Anniversary

Hi guys,today is Sunday the day for church and death anniversarry to my grandfather,But my grandpa i never see him i was a little kids when he was death.I just known to my parents that my granpa is his death anniversary today 15 in February.Well,because of this day we haven't little occasion,prayed and having some special food preparing.So,from this morning i been up early because my auntie wake up with me because they goes at church with my uncle and i am the to stay at house while they are at church.Then,i been up too in bed and fix and sweep the many dry leaves outside.And until some of my auntie coming from mountain and my cousin to prepared food for this occasion.Much work today with me,helping for cooked and i am the one washed all the dishes even i having mens and every i having mens my stomach very painful but it's ok i was manage until now.Happy weekend everybody..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Valentines day today

Hi anyone,first of all i wanna say happy valentines to all my fellow and loyal friends here in blog.And wanna say thanks for those nice comment i got.One i got messages and complain about my wrong grammar,yeah that's it my problem my wrong grammar.I wanted to be a good blogger here but my problem is how i can manage my right grammar.I wanna to apologize to all my readers and friends about my blog becuase sometimes is not exactly in writing.But all i wrote here it is really truth.I am very sorry about this i want to improved this problem i don't want to give up and i am very hoping that soon i will be a good blogger and a good speech in english.To all our friends as i been studying i really hated subject in english but i loved to speak,heard and understand it.But my problem is not fluently i can talk very so sorry anyway.Instead i want to stop blogging here but i think this is the best way i need to improved it.But thanks that you do to informed with me that i need to check out my grammar.As what i am telling before my blog is about my real life.Today is a day for heart that full of love to our special someone that is what i am knowing about valentines day...lol..But even no present from anyone i got only a very early messages that the reason i was up early a text messages from computer in my hubby a word of happy valentines day with him and me.Well,that's it not so romantic lol..I never recieve a present when the time we celebrate a heart day.Here in Philippines this time we celebrated for special day for everyone but i think some other country not.For them it is not common.But we are greatfull that pinoy is the best to showing love.lol..not so..And again happy valentines day!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Midnight time

Hi guys,it's now Friday midnight.I am doing now this blog at midnight time.As i was said before i am not always here to do this blog as now it is base on my computer condition.Like now the colorful on my screen having again not good to see anyway on screen .This midnight not good feeling because many past of special days it so very sad with me.Tomorrow it is a valentines day.And you know always alone my life again with out partner.Likewise on past x-mas and new year very sad.Every night i was thinking always and asking myself when the time we will be together.Sometimes i will be think must better i need to give up but i cant deny myself that no need to give up and never to do it.I will feels this because i am very tired of waiting now.So sorry sometimes i am very emotional and i think is not good this way.But sometimes i will think and say to god thanks for this life you give it now,for all graces and everything even some trials i need to face off hopefully god you will gives me more strong strenght and faith that i can manage all of this.Happy valentines day to all my fellow friends.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Very hard to having braces


Hi guys,as usual it is Tuesday today.Yesterday i was at my dentist clinic and was been adjust again my brace.Since March we been starting adjust my braces is not easy i cannot eat properly,very hard to bite for anything food if it hard,i can eat only soft food look like soup,bread or another food that soft.To having this braces the one i become very thin but i am usually thin when i am from manila because of much work there.Very painful at the first time i been always crying and now almost one year but my teeth now is ok.It is very nice looking and i can smile without closed my hand not like before i will be closed it.Well,not hard to having this but i feel comfortable now then it is aline my teeth very nice to see when i smiling .But every month is always adjust this and very painful after.Then my hubby asked and i asked my dentist if when i recommend my braces but dentist say that the teeth is ok and maybe next month i will having retainer i am happy that it will be done.Very hard to brushing,i am using also small brush for the center in my teeth.I am happy now it will be done soon..

Friday, February 6, 2009

Sometimes i will be acted look like childish.

Hi everyone,here in philippines time almost midnight.I cannot sleep because i having now problem in my stomach(in bisaya kabuhi).But it will be okay sooner.As i been telling here at past day i cannot so much used this computer it is because i am afraid it will be broked again.I am just think it can be wasting to much money to always fixed and buying again memory of this old desk top here at house of cousin.What my hubby say that must better i was prefered at internet cafe if we knows it will be happened like
this the computer here.But it's my fault i did not think the smart way where i can saved i just think if when i can easy way to talked with him but it is very late to complaining and i cannot stop also the internetconnection because of i been signing the contract of one year even though i will be requesting to closed the internetconnection i will be continued paying the internet bill until it will finished one year contract.My hubby was too late to getting angry with me because i did not confirm with him about the contract.Well,i accepting my fault but what my hubby said also is not alone my fault because he was been saying also okay and agree i will be having here internet while waiting not because it is not easy for me to go at internetcafe to chatted with him at meantime sometime we can chat midnight.In this past day we have been misunderstanding about payment and financial then i been act lok like childish.We been agreement about his transferring but he was forgot and then i am expecting so much this is for the payment of internet bill and etc.Then i been getting angry and been act not good with him but at the meantime we been talking,explaining and listening each other and it's okay now.As i been experiencing likewise before he was been here with me if he will gives with me a little problem i will be act look like childish and crying i don't know i got easily crying.This is unmatured acting and thinking,negative expression i need to changed this.Not only to open minded and also to be analized what having reason this will be happened.Well,as i know this quarell and misunderstanding is part of married but i think we need to calming,talking,listening,understanding by communicating in good way.Hohoho...i think this is not only this problem i think having so much problem will be come and we hope and i hope i can manage all this..Thanks for those my loyal friends here that giving with me some nice advisory and Happy weekend anyone.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it's been long time i was not here to do this blog and visiting in the EC because i was a problem in a computer.And now a little ok .But not much i will be visiting at EC because i am afraid again to having a problem this computer.It is now February a little news about my documents processing.The police at town in my hubby place that he is probably go next week for interview.We hope after this interview is not much time for waiting more.It is because we been long time we did not see each other again since we been married on last June 2008.And we very hoping that it will come the time and good news my visa will granted.And thanks for my kind friend who are gives some advices and nice messages.I hope you will be take care always and happy Thursday anyone.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I am back

Hello guys,i am now here to do blog.Yesterday i did not doing this blog it is because i haven't problem of my monitor at my aunties house about this screen having many colorful.So i think this computer no need to fixed more because it is been long time did not used before i do to connect the internet again.As my cousin say when she been using before it is always having problem so i guess no need to spent and wasting money again to fixed this it will be useless if i will be doing to do it again.I am here now at my boss house,i am here because i am the one to keep her two kids and the house she having a working student like me before but my boss not trust her so much then she been asking and favored with me to stay here while she leaving out of the town.Which is called here big city at cebu where her husband stay there for studying and review then they want to visit at Mama Mary church at Simala when we been before.Then i will be back home then at house of aunties when they back here too my boss at house.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Monday again

Hi guys,It's Monday again.This day the first time go back at work and school.And usually for the people not working and studying look like me only at house you can feel very tired day and not everyday it is every second very tired waiting for the time will be passing quickly.As my situation now i am complaining to my hubby that as he knows that i am very tired now of waiting this visa then he also said that he too very tired of waiting but he said that he never give up and he said too with me be positive,think for the future that we will be together soon and staying forever.And i am hoping this time but still feel very boring and lonely time not this day but for this past and coming more days.Well,this is the one i need to face off waiting very long time and i am hoping to myself that help me god that i can manage all this not today and also for the coming many days.Oh no,sometimes i am complaining in myself that if i know before is very hard and very difficult to inlove a man stay farway with me maybe i did not want to do myself to having this relationship but this what i been having now,nothing i can do as now or no more choice i need to wait.Everyday and every night i am thinking very much and asking myself what my life going on if no more partner forever.You know guys as i been experiencing for the few time we been spending my partner last time we meeting it is very different if you are alone.As my experience and i been feel it's very happy if you having partner in life.For the happines both of us and sharing everytime for the sadness and happiness everyday.I miss the things that my partner is always in my side.Wow,it is a big diffirent but i know as a married life it is normal having disappointed,misunderstanding.Well,this is my first step and i don't know what will be going on in the future we can see that soon guys.Today,i am only doing little housework,normally staying here at inside at house.And ofcoures also tomorrow and thinking much about for the coming days what i need to be doing soon.Happy Monday everybody.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sunday

Hi guys,It's a Sunday today again.First of all i wanna say thank you for those who was followed my blog.Thank you so much of you all.I am here now to do this blog as usual is all about only what i been doing everyday and what is happening in my life in everyminute and every day.Because it is Sunday today here at Philippines we been at church with my aunties,uncle too.In our neighbor town,which it is fiesta today for the Senior Santo Nino.He is little Jesus Christ.This place we called this Bato Leyte,I was born at province and part of Bato.We lived at mountain in Bato.And my family will be still staying there now.And i am now here at Matalom Leyte town .I been suppossed here to stay it is because it's having anyway this old computer that long time my cousin been using this after she been leaving here at Philippines.Then,i been also today at mountain to go there to look this school ID to my classmate were i having this before.Then i am forgot now where i been putting this and i don't know now.This ID is very important to my classmate she will be getting passport then the one of the requiremets is old ID.And until now,i didn't see it and i am worried now,must better i been keeping safely.But oh no,where is this things! I am worried now to my classmate she is crying she been texting now in my cheap mobile phone.Oh my god,help me.!I hope i can remember where is this now.Happy Sunday guys..Diva senior!!!!!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Weekend again

Hi guys,weekend again today.I wasn't do a blog yesterday.I been visiting again my boss house again.Then we were travelled too at city almost one hours.I did not open this computer too becuase i wasn't doing well.Not feel i am been travelling.So i was supposed to sleep early last night.And i am not comfortable also to use now this computer i am afraid and worried because having a problem again about this screen had a many color and i don't know why?Maybe it is also the one can broked again this.And fix again!Oh my god,this computer is old and long time not yet been using after my cousin leaving went at USA.I think one reason of this it is because long time not been using or eithier the monitor having a problem.Oh no!I don't know what i should br doing now.I have much spent this i been buying a memory.Maybe i need to off the line of internetconnection if incase it will be broked again this computer.But my problem is it is one month already i did to install this internetconnection and i had contract and mostly one year.And then even it you want to close it it will be continued the payment of this.Oh no! must better i will be prefered at the internet cafe.But most of the time having i cannot go and far also here the cafe that also what i am worried.Almost we will be chatting my hubby at night i cannot do to stay at net until midnight the cafe will be closed this time.Oh my god,what should i need to do.But i will be tried at another man to fix this computer maybe having some chances to do it.Ok guys,happy weekend.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it is now Thursday again.As far i been posted yesterday my life issues maybe mostly of you cannot understand or misunderstand what i been mean but actually don't matter at all this is my business.As i been always saying my blog it's part my real life what i will be doing as now,later,tomorrow,yesterday and everyday.As usual i been wake up this morning at 7 am then i was doing only clean and sweeping the inside and outside of the house.Then i been recieved text messages in my cheap mobile phone that my dentist my braces she want me to go there clinic to having these elastic rubber to put in my braces to close properly the gap.Well,after i been there at clinic i been also visiting my boss and talking for everything.And i been buying her garage sale blouses.It already use and she wanted to sale becuase she don't like anymore.It is we called also second hand but it is still nice and clean.I been thinking also i don't having much blouses for suiting at travelling and at church too.Then,it's alright becuase it can be useful all this for me and i liked also blouses.And everything it is so fine i enjoyed suiting all this,it is also fit with me and very nice looking in my body becuase i am slim too.As all you know,before i didn't used sexy blouses i just want only simple clothes but after i been meeting my hubby i am very loved to use sexy blouses.Hubby wanted and liked to see with me i am wearing sexy blouses and dresses.He been saying it is very nice and very fit with me.So,maybe he is my inspirations why i been doing this now.Well guys,my life is very historiable maybe look like artist but i having only my own movie.I know we are artist but we had own movie in life..Hehehe...I don't know if i am right what i am talking about movie.But seriously,yes i think because we had all problems but not the same at all.But i beleived that God not gives strength if not having solutions.Having a nice Thursday everyone and stay foot all..

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

My life issues,did i been having mistakes?

Hello guys,Wednesday again.First of all i wanna to thanks again those who been gives with me some comments and advices.I been thankful those been comments in my blog and having a very nice messages that i can make up myself and understand now.And now,i want to write this is about my life issues and did i been having mistakes?Well,about my mother is a part of my life issues too but this not part in my family but this is also part in my life.We just consider this part in my sorrounding that become friend in a few while.Which i mean i have a friend,this friend is not long time friend but we been friend when my hubby come.First before i been meeting my hubby in person,we been chatting almost 5 months,i recalled after i been graduating from high school i been left in my boss to went at manila but after more than one years i been back with my boss again,this boss when i been a working student so i mean we chatting in my hubby i am already finish high school and work in boss as a housemaid.Then i been starting chatting to my hubby at internet cafe almost 5 months.Then he been finalized that he will be coming here at Philippines to spent his vacation with me.But after few days he been telling with me that his friend having a friend to joined him to go here at Philippines.So meaning this man is not his real friend,only my friend of hubby having a friend that willing to joined him which his name is Jetro.So,the time he been arrived here at Bato Leyte pier i am the one meeting with them.From the first day we meeting my hubby is not comfortable because of this companion he the one to take care with him.This man is older than my hubby.And this man willing and searching a nice woman to be marry.At the second day and night my hubby want to go at internet cafe because he want to chat his son that stay his house alone,so we are joined at cafe and also Jetro.Before,i can noticed that some girls chatting also at net we been meeting and seeing only at eyes and not a friend and she know that i am chatting to my hubby.While we are at cafe i been seeing this girl that i mean,she been seeing with me and asking,that a man you been chatting?Then,i been answering too yes he is,and this girl are chatting with her boyfriend from Australia,then my hubby is a friendly he been saying hi with them which girl i been talking and she having also comapanion.While my hubby chatting to his son,this girl been asking that other man?Oh yes,he is searching too a woman who willing to marry what i am said with her.So this time we becoming friend and she been joined with me and her companion too.While this two girls joined with us in everyday when the time my hubby with me.After few days they will be decided to go at Cebu city to know that days of there pane tickets but we are not planning i will be joined with them we been only at pier but i been saying to my hubby that i can joined with you?Then,my hubby said yes,then Jetro he want this girl to joined too but she want to talk her mother so,she will been following at next day.This girl,ask to Jetro which he likes she or his girl companion the Jetro answered she is.Then,this time we been friend where we stay at Cebu and we don't know about her character.She want,what ever she want to demand Jetro will agree but my hubby will be adviced to him not all the time gived her demand.So this time this girl getting angry to my hubby.This girl,many words saying not good to heard that Jetro is look like granpa,and everything.Then the time both my hubby needed to go back at Norway and we need to back too at Leyte.So this time we are still friend,and i am back also in my boss house,she knows that i am working.After we been arrived and we was talking to my boss all about happening at cebu and having some misunderstanding this girl to my hubby.And about her character and some words that she saying.But i did not know that the sister of this girl is a classmates of my boss before so we been talking also what i been talking what happening about at Cebu.And she always visiting at my boss i cannot intertain with here because i having much work,she want i will be joined with her anywhere.But i cannot follow her always not because i am work,my boss not also agree i will be joined with her because of her attitude.And she was getting upset with me,and also those time that her boyfriend called at mobile and i been shouting she have boyfriend at her side and those Australiano heard and stop calling and chatting with her.But this time she did not tell to Jetro that she having boyfriend she says only friend.So,i just think that while i am shouting it is ok because i just think it's a friend.But for a while days she been blaming with me that her boyfriend stop communicating with her because of i been saying.Until that she can heard saying for another people not good for her that she think too that i am the one telling to people but i just only discussing to my boss no another.Until she been married she did not inviting with me,until i got much text messages in my mobile that i am back fighter she don't want back figther.And then i got email from her not good doing with me,she was said i did not become woman ,i will be not wearing sexy clothes if my hubby not come.And she said also with me i will be thankful even i am negra,ugly and feeling sexy my hubby married with me.That i am negra live at mountain and now i been changed it's because my hubby is come.Much people saying that i been changed now not like before no more caring at body.She have been sending email not good with me,even having much woman meeted to hubby why is it my hubby married to me i am very ugly and negra.You know even she been sending with me many messages not good i never answer with her.I just keep and stay cool because i did not like i having enemies.But i been telling all this to my hubby and also the husband of this girl was saying to my hubby that Jetro will be stoping communicating to my hubby. So they thinks this girl become crazy.And the time we been church and she's too she been shouting with me ,Oh how are you negra? She been do that with me then i getting angry this time i been answering so what i am negra!And my hubby know this,he been telling with me stop reply her email,and communicating with her,and hubby thinks maybe she get jaelous with me..And i don't know why?All happening about i been asking my self did i am mistake?And why she been doing all of this with me..And she thinks also JeTRO AND SHE are destiny! Is it right?But my boss she was saying not..it is because i am saying that oh this man are willing also to marry a filipina..Is it my boss are right?I need some answered to this question.Until now we been having disappointed and misunderstanding each other.Happy Wednesday guys i hope you will understand my blog now and sorry it is so very long..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Did my decision was been wrong?

Hello guys,it is Tuesday again.First of all i wanna to thank again to those who been commenting and send a very nice messages and also advice with me.As a new blogger here but not so totally new.My blog here it is all about happening in my life,everyday ,tomorrow,yesterday,before,last time.Today,i am doing laundry,first my auntie make a laundry with there clothes then i am helping too.Then,after that i am laundrying my many dirty clothes i been finished almost 4 pm here at Philippines.While i am doing visited many sites here at EC i been thinking what i need to post here tonight.Any way,this blog is about my life is full up and down.Regarding about problems,is not financially i been always thinking and also i been always thinking did my decision was been wrong?From the beginning,before we been meeting my hubby in person i been sharing with him all my background that i am a working student,work as a housemaid,very poor family,i am the eldest out of 4 brothers and one sister,my father was been accident,so because father was been accident we having problem finnacial as this time and while i am studying my little salary i supposed to give them and about my personality i am tanned and having spots of my leegs so meaning i am not flawless,not good looking face,simple and conservative.Then,my hubby was been told me he is not poor,he is not rich he is normal and having good job at newspaper,he was said too he don't care all about my background he wanted a nice woman, kind,fit,slim.I don't want to shared this with you all but i want to express my deeply feeling about my situation now i am marrying a Norwegian man but is not easy!You know why much people thinking if we are marrying foreign man they are thinking we had much money.I am talking now about this did my decision was wrong?From we been meeting to my hubby at first time we been visiting at mountain to my family.Then,this time we been talking my mother and she was said she don't like him then i been shocked and realizing why?Until the time my hubby was decided to marry with me and prupose only at chat,then i been agreed and was said yes,why not!Until he was back here at Philippines on june 2008 to marry with me.Hubby wanted only simple wedding not much people and we are budgeting about money.The tradition here at Phils,much food to prepared because much people will attend.We been quarel to my mother about budgeting she was not agreed to the money i was giving here for food at mountain it's because she think is not enough and i been crying and hubby worried and he decided the money for food at mountain must better to save it and maybe can used it for everything for food ,medicine and for connect power but mother was said she was already inviting for many relatives and neighbors for this ocassion so the party at mountain continued and they was using those only money and they can do budgeting.And while many months from we been married,no more changed my situation now and hubby supporting for only with me.But because the sitaution of my family needed, i shared the little transferring with them and it is not enough with them.They think now hubby is very cheaped man.Because only little transferring i got.Last time,we been talking about those filipina girl married foreigner and mother she was compared that why this woman can do connect electricity power,buy a lot and making house,then they can recieve much money.And she said,i told you before that she don't like my hubby.She thinks that my hubby is cheap man.She blame with me must better i did not marry with him,must better i marry as like with me filipino it's becuase it is the same my situation now.Then,i been crying last day when we been quarell again and talk about financial,and she was said again must better i am marrying filipino,but we have nothing can do now because i am already with him.She blame with me that i am wrong to marry my hubby and i did not listening with her before and she said too she did not believe to my hubby.And i'd always thinking now,what i been wrong?It's because i marry a norwegian man then he is cheap?Did i am wrong to decide to chose him as my partner!Yeah,he is older than with me and also to my parents.Did i am doing wrong that i been following my real feeling with him.!He is only man i been meeting about relationship and what is the wrong i decided?I know age doesn't matter but why my mother do this to me?Even mother do this with me but she still my mother.Sometimes i can answer with her then she thinks that i am changing now,so i just keep only my words not to answer with her.And i am only crying,every night i will be crying thinking all about this blaming,blaming.Sorry i having writed here some hurtly words but this is what happened with me now.Is not easy to fall in love to foreign man.As my experiences now it's very difficult.Happy Tuesday guys.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Monday

Hi guys,it is Monday today the first day to going work and school.But in my situation now no more job and stop studying is not so busy day.This day i been up at 7 am again likewise yesterday,but i been doing only open the curtain at window and sweep inside and outside of the house.After eating breakfast ofcoures wash the dishes then.Then,i have no choice to stay inside here in room open this computer then visit the many site here of EC.Today is my second day of my mens is not so painful i feels little good and hope so it will be over.As a wife is not easy to stay faraway with our partner i feel very lonely,very boring.It's very tired waiting the confirmation of visa like last time we are expecting also my hubby then when the time i was got the letter from embassy i was feels not comfortable while i was reading the letter then i read this words,the Royal embassy of manila was sadly to rejected this application.Then,i didn't cry at this time because i am not alone when the the time i been alone and it is overnight i been crying.And now waiting again,then i don't know the result again this time.You know what is the reason why my visa was rejected it's only is not long time we spent time living with my partner,then how come my partner can stay long time with me he had work and only few days vacation in a year.Hubby angry about this but he think no choice we need to accept.Yeah,waiting so long time and as i said to hubby i am tired waiting and he also tired of waiting.How ever is not the end of the world of waiting ,i know and i hope so i can get this visa soon.Hope so God i will have this visa soon as possible.Happy Monday anyone.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Sunday!

Hello guys,it is now Sunday and we been at church this morning with my auntie and uncle.I been up this morning at 7 am,my auntie wake up with me and she ask i will be joined with them or not.But I said her that if have much time i prepared myself and wash.Then auntie said,yes we have much time still then i just brush my teeth,wash my face and body which it is called also half bath.Then we go to at church quarter to 8 am,the mass will be started at 8 am.We been arrived at church no more yet much people.And when it was starting already i was feels my stomach was painful until now anyway.By the way,today is our mad day.I hated to having this menstration period.It's becuase i will feel this stomach very painful and also mind.I will be getting mad,not good mood,i feel very tired my body and getting lazy.I want always laydown in this time.Then,one things i don't like sometimes i wanna to vomit,like today i been sweeping outside i was feels i needed to vomited but it's only feel.Menstration time is not easy with me,like now while i am typing here,my head not good,my stomach is painful and ofcoures mind too.Every period time i will be like this,before i been vomiting.And i just feel now to vomit but not totally.But as a woman i have no choice this is me and need to accept.I must thinking when i will be at Norway to my husband place,i know this country is the coldest place.Then,i don't have idea as now if i can accept this cold.Then,when the time i will be have this mens i don't like the cold,i don't want to shower anyway. I just only wash mind,because as i said my stomach painful and mind too.My hubby not like lazy wife,then i been telling him that if i have this mens i will be getting lazy,and feel tired.My mens it will be takes 5 to 6 days will be over.I am curious for this days i don't have shower,but my hubby said there in his place not always takes shower it is because no more sweat.Oh yes,it is becuase not like here at Philippines always very hot and there it is cold.So,i always hope so i can accept there and stay long with him,hopefully successful married and will be forever.And i hope so this situation of my mens will be ok there.Well,guys are you having a problem with in menstration time?Here in Philippines,it is called this disminoria and i don't know this in English words.Okay guys i need to stop writing here and then i need to rest little.See you guys next time..Have a nice Sunday everyone.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Weekend

Hello,everybody.It is weekend again and tomorrow church time too.Here now at Philippines still always raining.Maybe it become one month always raining.We know and i know somebody heard about the news some part here at Davao having big flood and landslide and it is so very pity of many residence stay this place.There houses,farms and everything.But we are thankful that we are faraway this accident.It is January now and why is it look like on December the weather now?And i don't know this and no idea.Even we are having rainy days always here but is not like flood.But here before near at Maasin city we have been here also landslide.Many people died and some having wound too.Our life we did not know when we leaving in this world right?Only god knows all this if ever you do good and bad things in world.But anyway this is accident this god made is not people making.Rain now and winds blowed is very cold look like having s now.I just keep staying inside but i feels very cold.Some people say here that the snow at Amerika transfer here at Philippines.And i just imagine,wow what is the looked at Philippines having snow that we are prefer already very heat of sun.Well,it is only imagine but it is impossible.And now i been only stay here inside at house doing only little housework like cooking rice,wash dishes,sweep the floor inside at house and sit here visit the many site at the EC.I been watching one of the famous Tv show wowowee,and i was very interesting watching today it's because it is finalist of the fitrum show.Wow,they are very sexy and so beautiful girls and very lucky to those winner in miss fitrum 2008 constentant number 26,she lived at Davao.I think she can't believe it as i see and looked at tv screen ,she been crying becuase out of 28 contestant she is the one winner.Then, while i was watching of this show my stomach was pain and 2 times back at comfort room and i said to my aunties and she give me medicine and now it's better.Oh yes,this is now what i am doing today and heard and see and feel.After we been finished chatting to my hubby now,i direct to do this blog.And to all i can say happy weekend everybody.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Friday again

Hello guys,How are you all?I was not here yesterday because i was go to at mountain to my house with my mother.Yesterday morning was having good condition of weather no more rain even the sun not yet goes back but it is ok we can travel to go at mountain.And mother was very happy she got home,she don't like to stay here in my aunties house it because she was feels very boring.And when she got home she was happy to huges and kisses to our younger brother and also the second younger brother too.Even they are very naughty boys but mother very missing with them and also to our 2 big brothers and one sister.And ofcoures to my father,i was very missing also them becuase long time i am staying here at town,and faraway with them.I prefer to stay here at town because of my hubby while we are communication by using this computer and chatting and seeing at web cam only.Somestimes we having misunderstood and i know it is normal and he said too this is normal in married life.And also to my mother sometimes we are misunderstanding about everything and financially but all i can say with them i have no work and i can't help this only this little transferring to my hubby i shared only this my budget payment,food here in my auntie and also at mountain.Before we was leaving yesterday to go home at mountain i been already fix this computer at night but i did not used to operate and make blog it is because i was feel very tired .I been changed the memory of this computer because the memory cannot work out so i been buying a memory at a little city here.I been travelling to buy only this memory then it's work out now and make it format this computer.The man said maybe there having a virus that's why the memory was broked.And we left yesterday at morning after breakfast and we riding a motorbike this motorbike this is usually used to travelled at mountain.It's not easy to ride this but we will enjoyed too.I just slept one night at mountain i need to go down here at town because i got text messages in my cheap cellphone from my hubby that he was yesterday on chat.But i been responsed that i am at mountain and he said too we will see here on chat this afternoon today. We been chatting in a short time because he was doing to renowate his kitchen with his friend.And one reason too is the other neighbor place in my barranggay is feista today.I been visit the church and pray for the Senior Santo Nino.This barranggay or which is called also barrio i was been also school here at from kinder to grade graduate.I was meeting to our few classmates and they are already married and having some kids.Wow,life is so wonderful from younger kids and now they are having kids too.I just imagine when i can having baby?When i can have no more problem?I am thinking and comparing myself with them.Is it they have no more problem like i have now?They looked happy so i just imagine what there life goes on.Maybe they have problems but they are pretending and making still smiling.Oh yeah,i believed that laughter is the best medicine.So guys,i know we have any kind of problem and all i can say to all just keep smilling.And weekend time tomorrow and happy Friday.All of us here at Philippines happy pet Senior.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Wednesday again

Hi guys,i wanna say sorry that i was not here ysterday my computer having a problem and i can't open and now i am here at internet cafe.And also i wanna to thanks for my nice comments i got.I will fixing my computer as now.I don't know yet is what is the problem about this.But i hope so i can fix this as soon as possible.It's very difficult for me if i will always go here at internet cafe.So i hope i can do it as soon as possible.And also it's not easy for me with my hubby communicate because its depending his scheduled too at his work.Maybe i can visit here at blog as now if i am here at internet cafe.So see you guys, and stay SAFE and havin a nice Wednesday.