Happy Easter!!!!!!!!

Today is easter Sunday here in Philippines then we was woke up very early morning me,the working student of my boss and the house maid of the mother in law in my boss too.We was attended the show that Jesus was back in life and have very early mass too.I am happy that i was attended mass very early it's good feeling if i doing always early at mass.And it so be good that those time we are celebrating the easter Sunday.Much people at church and some have some prizes and some having prepared for snacks after the mass.And happy too my family now still ok no problem both them are alright and also my husband too.We chatted almost everyday as now because he have 6 free days from work then yesterday he was told me they are going to Sweden for buy something for there needed at home with his son Alex and with his friend.Thanks God they are back home all right and I hope so too and I pray my hubby have always good health and keep away from the accident and also for the sick.I pray also that hope so we will stay together soon and live happy as a husband and wife.But as now i just hope and not so expecting.We will see sooner.Happy easter anyone..

Black Saturday

Hello,I am here now again still feel very boring all the time because of this crazy long time processing and waiting i don't understand any way of this but i hope so much i can still manage more. You know guys i am problem here i accept i can't understand myself why i need to complaining all about this.Sometimes not content for anythings i have now.Maybe i need to become crazy i am not like this before i don't know.I know it has a big changed after i met my dear husband i am not still work so hard now as a housemaid but I am still here at my boss before helping also for the some housework.I know i am blessed now that I have my husband and God knows what's my husband place in myself.God knows that I love my husband so much more than in myself.But sometimes when we talking i will keep silent and not talking I know this is not good but because of my high character i always do so.I am the one doing quarrel all the time.I am the creating problems.Yesterday was Good Friday then cafe was closed then i did not went here.Yesterday just staying house of eve my boss alone,always crying i will get crying because of my situation now i know people have end to be kind on me i know what they will feel with me i am staying with them free.I hate now my situation staying in another house no permanent house.I complain all time this.But i don't now what i need to do i know family of my boss not agree if i still there longer they one of there family got angry with me then she does always before got angry even i am not her housemaid but i was respect here so much before but this past days when the time my classmate visited with me she was got angry without exact reason they saw the things i never know it was so crazy i got feel not good very angry to myself why i am still here if my situation like this..but i know i am still housemaid but no more salary but i hope someday have a blessed from god and have miracle isn't my visa will granted so i can travel at Norway or i wished i have own room that i can stay with out disturbing to the another people i am very shy my situation now my husband know all this but i don't know that the best way to do ...

Hello,It is Thursday today here i was wrong that is easter week now.Like wise to my hubby's place easter,he have 6 days free from work he wished that i could be there this time but i am still here at Philippines still waiting the result of my visa and very really tired now.This week i always going church every early morning like before doing.But when i was got married i does stop because always went to somewhere while processing my documents was always traveled.Happy easter anyone,be careful and we will thankful to God for his sacrifices for us.

Monday

Hello,Happy summertime!and enjoy vacation anyone.This week is the lent week.I just still staying in my boss house before this is wanted to my hubby i staying here because he said he will feel better.I am not alone and we are bonding my boss in every weekend at beach and together went at church too.And about my application no more still news.It's very sad and i need to deal of waiting even i really very tired.We hate this waiting and long processing.But as we said no more options and accept this.But thanks anyway there some advices that i can have so strong and hopefully my visa come soon.I am happy that even i am here at internet cafe we still always communicating each other everyday.While i chatted with him i am visiting also many sites on blog.I happy that i got some friends here.I happy and i am bless got gives everything with me even it is few things but i feel content.Sometimes really not content but i need too.What i have now and everything.

This pictures was taken on when my the family of boss having reunion.My boss took with me under the palm tree.And in other pictures you can see there they auntie's of my boss.They have blood of Chinese and the right is my boss wearing green blouse next is me wearing maroon obvious i think and in my back one of they auntie of my boss she is Eva,the same name the next and last is Bebie.My boss was want me to joined with them and haven't enjoying with them too.They been very fun,they are singing,dancing and the kids doing some games and also the mothers and fathers.And at the afternoon not so much heat of sun they was swimming. They haven't fun for their reunion.If you noticed my boss is not looking having 2 already kids she look a lady right?She have 2 kids one boy name John Clark 12 years old and he is now grade six this coming school open and she have one daughter too name Frances Marian,11 years and she will be grade 5 this coming school year.

Tuesday and last day of month

Hello,is now the end of march and until now no more yet news about my application from immigration in Norway.So hard this situation and i know that i am not the one experience like this.Well,i always complaining now of waiting this long time processing of my application i hate this..I'd always saying very tired of waiting,from the beginning until now i never adjust my character always complaining and act like a childish.I'd always make a problem to my husband i am the one to create like i am very tired i need to leave Leyte.But i cannot leave Leyte because i have braces i need to check up and adjust every month.Then i complain my situation also here about my house i am not staying in permanent house.And now i am not staying in my auntie's house i am here in my boss before when i am working student,and about communicating in my husband we chatted in cafe because in my auntie's computer already destroyed.Then i am wasting money to paid the internet bill every month because i haven't contract one year at company then i just using 3 months only so my decision of connecting the internet was wrong very crazy.But i think is ok i think very difficult about processing and i tried to accept this i hope i can..

I can't sleep

After i chatted to my hubby i got many tears gone because it is a bad news i got today.We expected is not so long time waiting after he been at interview but we are wrong.He is always calling and email at immigration and they said may takes several months more processing.Oh no,every moment we chatting here with my husband he will saying you have visa soon.And i say when?And now this night i can't sleep i am thinking much and while i write here my tears always drop.It is okay my visa will takes so long if my hubby is always visit with me here but he have short time vacation only of his work.Once a year he have few days vacation likewise in my wedding time it was only few days.It's very pity we did not been taking honeymoon. After few days he was go back to go home Norway.It's very hard the situation like this.But i know i don't have no more choice i need to wait more more time until become crazy.

Tuesday

This pictured was took on my hubby was first visiting on me here on Philippines he was took with me when we are at swimming pole.He was likes to swim at pole when he feels very hot.And he was wanted with me to
wearing the bikini.You know those time my first experience i can expose my body and i was said i don't want because i shy.Well,i tried and i was thought of this time what the used this bikini if i don't want to wear.!And why i shy?So,this time we are always at swimming pole mostly everyday and i am looked very tanned of this time because of the heat of the sun.I am looked like negra.lol

Hello,thanks for my friends give some nice comments here on my blog.I'd tried to keep writing here so that i can improve my grammar.And this some days ago i was changed my template here.I thought this is nice so i tried and looked very good.As usual i don't have still news from immigration as now.And yesterday we are been talking my hubby he was said that he been wrote a emailed to the immigration an angry mailed.Because he was said why the immigration process the application long long time and they are only focus to the people from Africa that this is illegal and why they are not focusing those legal application like mine.We are eager to know what is the response from the immigration later when we chat.I don't know the procedures about this processing my documents and why is it its takes long long time?At the first time we applied an Entry visa and was denied.In a site of Royal Norwegian Embassy the processing of this visa will takes only 3-4 months but after 2 and half months i was got noticed that it was denied and we are know now that those people applied of this almost denied.My hubby was angry at the immigration and he was said why the immigration not saying at their sites that mostly people applied of this mostly denied and not also said we can apply at once the Family Reunification visa.This visa process around at 8-9 months but hubby was asked at the immigration if my papers are already verify it will not takes so much long time.But until now not yet still confirmation.I'd always complaining maybe this is my altitude look like childish this one also i need to change.I feel eager to know the result of this so that i can have way we see each other again.But sometimes i will think maybe i am excite because we miss each other.But my some friend advice that while i am still here at Philippines i need to enjoy my time here because when the time i will at my hubby's place i am alone and lonely.So, guess so because i don't have family except him.Instead i need to complaining i need to see in positive sides maybe is not time as now to go there because i need to finish my braces and at their sun is back so is not so cold there when i come.Hope so soon i will be travel when sun is back...

Wanted peace of mind

Hello,..From the beginning i don't have peace in my mind.I'd always think my obligation as a good helper and as a good working student and also a good daughter that can help to my parents a little financial.I think always how we can survived our financial problem and health problem.Is not that I'd always think also about our staying faraway to my hubby if when we can meet again.I don't know about this visa why is it's very long time processing!Sometimes i cry and maybe i will become crazy this situation.And also my hubby he thinks about this long time processing he want to get angry but we have no choice.He was called again this morning the immigration of Oslo Norway then they are saying they got the application sent from the police there town of my hubby but not already pass to the department of Family Reunification.So he want to call this coming the end of this week to know if they pass the application to the department.He want to push it because they will pass also to the embassy of Manila.So very long time processing really and we are not sure what is the result about this..But hubby think positive we are legally married so no more reason to deny again..We hope so we will see then if the result is come and i will wait so much long long time...

Weekend

Hello guys,how are you all?First of all i wanna thanks to all my loyal friends here.And so long time i didn't do blog here because i am worried about my grammar.I ashamed to write here as now but i try to do my best.At first time this is my problem.But maybe this is the way i can improve my words.But i am happy that their some people complain about my grammar.So that i can improve this soon.I believe that try and try until to success.lol..I have no more yet good news about my application as now.But after my husband interview until now no more yet news from immigration.But my husband said he will call next week to the immigration to know if what the application going on.This Family Reunification visa will be process around 9 months.Then my husband said he was asked to the police there town if the documents confirmed already it will not long time process.Because i was already applied and passed my application at Royal Norwegian Embassy at Manila before to applied those Entry visa but it was denied.But we will see what happen this next week the result..Happy weekend everybody...

My weekend

Hello,on my weekend i was at mountain to celebrated the fiesta in our sitio.I was visited at our small church or chapel there to attend mass and prayed.I was stayed two overnight there and this afternoon i got home in my Aunties house.As usuall i am doing little housework here.Even at mountain i spent my whole family but i was feels sad that my one special long time we not met again.So sad..hohoho..but no choice we both tired of waiting and we both hope it will granted soon.We hope so much..Have a nice day guys..

My Look!

Hello anyone,i am really guilty about my looked.In my complexion i am morena and little tall my hieght.I was born on 1987.Then i am running 22 years old now this coming june 20,2009.I am guilty about my looked because i am looking 25 years of age.Many people saying that i am looked 25 years old but i am not really 25 years old.But i was asked why they are think that with me then they are saying because of my complexion dark?But i think so..I am not matured of the age like that.Sometimes i think look like 20 down.That what i am worried maybe people saying that i am abnormal lol..

Grandfather Death Anniversary

Hi guys,today is Sunday the day for church and death anniversarry to my grandfather,But my grandpa i never see him i was a little kids when he was death.I just known to my parents that my granpa is his death anniversary today 15 in February.Well,because of this day we haven't little occasion,prayed and having some special food preparing.So,from this morning i been up early because my auntie wake up with me because they goes at church with my uncle and i am the to stay at house while they are at church.Then,i been up too in bed and fix and sweep the many dry leaves outside.And until some of my auntie coming from mountain and my cousin to prepared food for this occasion.Much work today with me,helping for cooked and i am the one washed all the dishes even i having mens and every i having mens my stomach very painful but it's ok i was manage until now.Happy weekend everybody..

Valentines day today

Hi anyone,first of all i wanna say happy valentines to all my fellow and loyal friends here in blog.And wanna say thanks for those nice comment i got.One i got messages and complain about my wrong grammar,yeah that's it my problem my wrong grammar.I wanted to be a good blogger here but my problem is how i can manage my right grammar.I wanna to apologize to all my readers and friends about my blog becuase sometimes is not exactly in writing.But all i wrote here it is really truth.I am very sorry about this i want to improved this problem i don't want to give up and i am very hoping that soon i will be a good blogger and a good speech in english.To all our friends as i been studying i really hated subject in english but i loved to speak,heard and understand it.But my problem is not fluently i can talk very so sorry anyway.Instead i want to stop blogging here but i think this is the best way i need to improved it.But thanks that you do to informed with me that i need to check out my grammar.As what i am telling before my blog is about my real life.Today is a day for heart that full of love to our special someone that is what i am knowing about valentines day...lol..But even no present from anyone i got only a very early messages that the reason i was up early a text messages from computer in my hubby a word of happy valentines day with him and me.Well,that's it not so romantic lol..I never recieve a present when the time we celebrate a heart day.Here in Philippines this time we celebrated for special day for everyone but i think some other country not.For them it is not common.But we are greatfull that pinoy is the best to showing love.lol..not so..And again happy valentines day!

Midnight time

Hi guys,it's now Friday midnight.I am doing now this blog at midnight time.As i was said before i am not always here to do this blog as now it is base on my computer condition.Like now the colorful on my screen having again not good to see anyway on screen .This midnight not good feeling because many past of special days it so very sad with me.Tomorrow it is a valentines day.And you know always alone my life again with out partner.Likewise on past x-mas and new year very sad.Every night i was thinking always and asking myself when the time we will be together.Sometimes i will be think must better i need to give up but i cant deny myself that no need to give up and never to do it.I will feels this because i am very tired of waiting now.So sorry sometimes i am very emotional and i think is not good this way.But sometimes i will think and say to god thanks for this life you give it now,for all graces and everything even some trials i need to face off hopefully god you will gives me more strong strenght and faith that i can manage all of this.Happy valentines day to all my fellow friends.

Very hard to having braces

Hi guys,as usual it is Tuesday today.Yesterday i was at my dentist clinic and was been adjust again my brace.Since March we been starting adjust my braces is not easy i cannot eat properly,very hard to bite for anything food if it hard,i can eat only soft food look like soup,bread or another food that soft.To having this braces the one i become very thin but i am usually thin when i am from manila because of much work there.Very painful at the first time i been always crying and now almost one year but my teeth now is ok.It is very nice looking and i can smile without closed my hand not like before i will be closed it.Well,not hard to having this but i feel comfortable now then it is aline my teeth very nice to see when i smiling .But every month is always adjust this and very painful after.Then my hubby asked and i asked my dentist if when i recommend my braces but dentist say that the teeth is ok and maybe next month i will having retainer i am happy that it will be done.Very hard to brushing,i am using also small brush for the center in my teeth.I am happy now it will be done soon..

Sometimes i will be acted look like childish.

Hi everyone,here in philippines time almost midnight.I cannot sleep because i having now problem in my stomach(in bisaya kabuhi).But it will be okay sooner.As i been telling here at past day i cannot so much used this computer it is because i am afraid it will be broked again.I am just think it can be wasting to much money to always fixed and buying again memory of this old desk top here at house of cousin.What my hubby say that must better i was prefered at internet cafe if we knows it will be happened like
this the computer here.But it's my fault i did not think the smart way where i can saved i just think if when i can easy way to talked with him but it is very late to complaining and i cannot stop also the internetconnection because of i been signing the contract of one year even though i will be requesting to closed the internetconnection i will be continued paying the internet bill until it will finished one year contract.My hubby was too late to getting angry with me because i did not confirm with him about the contract.Well,i accepting my fault but what my hubby said also is not alone my fault because he was been saying also okay and agree i will be having here internet while waiting not because it is not easy for me to go at internetcafe to chatted with him at meantime sometime we can chat midnight.In this past day we have been misunderstanding about payment and financial then i been act lok like childish.We been agreement about his transferring but he was forgot and then i am expecting so much this is for the payment of internet bill and etc.Then i been getting angry and been act not good with him but at the meantime we been talking,explaining and listening each other and it's okay now.As i been experiencing likewise before he was been here with me if he will gives with me a little problem i will be act look like childish and crying i don't know i got easily crying.This is unmatured acting and thinking,negative expression i need to changed this.Not only to open minded and also to be analized what having reason this will be happened.Well,as i know this quarell and misunderstanding is part of married but i think we need to calming,talking,listening,understanding by communicating in good way.Hohoho...i think this is not only this problem i think having so much problem will be come and we hope and i hope i can manage all this..Thanks for those my loyal friends here that giving with me some nice advisory and Happy weekend anyone.

Thursday again!

Hello guys,it's been long time i was not here to do this blog and visiting in the EC because i was a problem in a computer.And now a little ok .But not much i will be visiting at EC because i am afraid again to having a problem this computer.It is now February a little news about my documents processing.The police at town in my hubby place that he is probably go next week for interview.We hope after this interview is not much time for waiting more.It is because we been long time we did not see each other again since we been married on last June 2008.And we very hoping that it will come the time and good news my visa will granted.And thanks for my kind friend who are gives some advices and nice messages.I hope you will be take care always and happy Thursday anyone.

I am back

Hello guys,i am now here to do blog.Yesterday i did not doing this blog it is because i haven't problem of my monitor at my aunties house about this screen having many colorful.So i think this computer no need to fixed more because it is been long time did not used before i do to connect the internet again.As my cousin say when she been using before it is always having problem so i guess no need to spent and wasting money again to fixed this it will be useless if i will be doing to do it again.I am here now at my boss house,i am here because i am the one to keep her two kids and the house she having a working student like me before but my boss not trust her so much then she been asking and favored with me to stay here while she leaving out of the town.Which is called here big city at cebu where her husband stay there for studying and review then they want to visit at Mama Mary church at Simala when we been before.Then i will be back home then at house of aunties when they back here too my boss at house.